December

This will probably be my only post in December cos I will be traveling around. I just came back from Hong Kong and Bangkok, it was so fun! Although there were only the two of us, there was not a moment where I felt bored or tired! We were very good at entertaining ourselves. lol.

Our original objective of the trip was to do shopping, eating nice food and relax. We added one more objective after we went to the clubs @ hongkong. YEah clubbing became our 4th objective. We went there for six nights and clubbed for 4 nights. We went to shen zhen and macau too. I wanted to earn some pocket money from the casinos in macau, but I lost money instead. :( damn. I hate gambling now. I don't gamble anymore.

Now I have to prepare for my next trip... to TOKYOOOOO! :) I will be leaving to Tokyo on Wednesday till 4th of January. So I'll update again till then.

TBC

Still Sick

Yesterday I went for my finance exam. I was so scared that I would be late so I couldn't fall asleep. I was super energetic in the morning. I didn't study until sunday night 11pm. Before that I only read through 3 chapters. There were too many distractions in between so I could not study. But I have always been attentive in class and also thanks to SMU's curriculum, I don't have to revise too much.

We have like quiz 1, presentation 1, midterm test, quiz 2, presentation 2 and then exams. All these quizzes, midterms and presentations somehow made me revised quite a lot already. I was so scared that I would fail my quizzes and midterms so I studied really hard. Kept practicing my finance problem sets. Hope I can get good grades for my finance paper.

I went to school in the morning and it didn't occur to me that I would be late for exams because I left 1 hour earlier. But damn... I couldn't squeeze into any of the trains. They were all so packed! I only managed to squeeze into the 4th train and was late for 2 mins. But it didn't affect me. I didn't sleep and that's what affected me.

I had problems focusing on long questions. But most of them are like useless and insignificant to the question. Don't know why prof put them in. Introduction of the company (200 words) then followed by some financial indicators and then a ten word question. lol. So I skipped through the introduction. Hope I didn't skip anything that is very important.

Anyway, got up this morning with a very bad headache. No fever but I could feel my eyes were puffy. So I went to see the doctor. Doctor told me that it's just common flu and gave me some medicine. 2 of them may cause drowsiness so I decided not to eat that 2 medicine cos I was supposed to go to school.

I had lunch and then ate all of the medicine given to me. I felt drowsy immediately and then I texted paul to wake me up after 2 hours later in case I am late. I fell asleep and he called like 7 times but I continued to sleep cause I didn't hear anything.

I finally woke up. I couldn't feel my arms and my head. It was soooo numb. I called him and I couldn't feel my face... I felt fat. cos I couldn't feel my face. Anyway the meeting's cancelled and postpone it to tomorrow. Now I am still drowsy. Maybe I should just go back and sleep.

TBC...

Tattoo

Anyway I went to tattoo my back. It's a sunflower. I have always wanted to go for a tattoo and I finally did it. Why sunflower? Because it's my favorite flower! It also means to stay cheerful, happy and always look on the bright side.

Before that I wanted to do a barcode tattoo like this:

LOL. Just kidding... can u imagine me going to the tattoo artist and say this: "Hmm... I can't decide which side should I tattoo my barcode on... my left butt cheek or right butt cheek?". I wanted to put it here:

LOL. Just kidding again. Seriously if I put it there, when I am pregnant, my tattoo will go out of shape lol. I wanted to put it on my back right shoulder area. Thought it looks cool, like some virtual girl. But then it has not much meaning to it other than looking cool. Maybe If I go to the supermarket I can jam up their systems with my barcode? LOL.

Anyway it was pretty pain... It felt like someone kept scratching my back really hard. There was some bleeding and I didn't dare to lie on my back to sleep. It's been almost a week now... That area is healing now and it itches alot.

I have a FAQ area... seriously it's like I told 5 people and all 5 people asked me the same questions... so I will answer some of them here:

1. How much does it cost? Okay it cost 150$
2. Where you did it? Bras Basah Complex. Friend's ex bf intro-ed
3. Does your parents know? No they don't. You don't seek permission from your parents to dye your hair do you? They will see it when they will see it. Besides I rarely see them.
4. Why sunflower? Stated above.
5. Why center of your back? Because I don't want to show it to the whole world.

I hope I have answered all the questions.

TBC...

SICK =.=

I am sick now... 3 more days and it's finance exam. gosh I haven't start doing any revisions yet. All because of FYP!!! !$@%$ Can't wait to finish it. Grrr..

Anyway I feel like pulling out my throat now. It feels like someone is choking my throat with a knife. And at the rate I am sneezing, I am not surprise if my lungs just explodes and blood spills everywhere. I remembered when I was moscow, the same thing happened to me and Emmi told me to drink vodka with honey. It worked really well. Too bad I can't do it here because vodka is so freaking expensive here.

So... I just stuff myself with vitamin C and loads of water now. I hope it will work. I really dun wanna be sick before exams. @_@ Plus it's my final exams!!!

Now I have to rush my FYP slides. Damn :/ It's weekends and I am not at clarke quay with cloud to chillax! :(((

TBC...

Oh NO! I have changed!

I can't believe it... I had a talk with my friend and I realized that my thinking has changed quite a bit after staying in Moscow. Before Moscow, I wanted to give birth to as many children as possible and I think that giving birth is a very important thing in my life... It's like a final year project except it's final LIFE project. I was so determined that I want to have at least 3 kids!

After Moscow... I talked with a friend and I realized that I don't really care about it anymore. I just wanna have 2 kids at most and if either of us is infertile or something, so be it. But if my partner wants to have more kids and stuff like that, as long as we make the decision together, I am okay with it. Even if we don't have any, I am also fine with it. I just want my partner to be happy.

I was soooo certain about the final Life project thingy before moscow and now I am not so sure about it. It's really weird to see myself as a different person now. :/

Speaking of kids... my niece is soooo cute! She will be 2 years old on Jan. She looked at me and said,"hug hug!!". So I hugged her and carried her around the apartment, go disturb my dad, then go back to the kitchen. Then she said,"I wanna go there (pointing at my room).". No way... I will not let her into my room. So I ignored her and brought her into the kitchen and then she said,"brush teeth" and pointed at her toothbrush. Oh my god you should look at her when she said that. I almost melted onto the ground. I passed her the toothbrush and she start to brush her teeth and then smiled at me! Awwwwwwwwwwwww >.<~~~~~

Here is a photo of her and my cat... Btw they are good friends. :) My cat doesn't bite her at all. But sometimes she will pull the cat's tail. xD

TBC

Stayed in school

As you all know, it's my final year already... I stayed in school yesterday. It's probably the last time I will ever stay in school. What a memorable experience. :) It was really fun and time past by so quickly.

Now what's with people born in 1989? Ever since I went to Moscow, I keep meeting people who are born in 1989. Before Moscow (B.M.), I hardly know anyone who is born in even 1988! It's like 1/5 of the people I know now are born in 1989! Weird people started messaging me on Facebook and they are all born in 1989. Weird.

Anyway... recently I have 3 new pets... it was supposed to be 2. My current pet now is this cat name "pipi". Please forgive my messy room... :

Look at her sexy back~ She's got leopard prints and tiger stripes on her :)

So one day I went prawning with Joce and cloud. Usually we will use earthworms as bait. But that day we had 2 earthworms left before we had to leave. For some reason, I was the one who kept pestering them, asking them what should we do with the 2 earthworms. 5 earthworms cost 2 dollars. So they just told me to keep it for the next prawning session.

I brought them home and put them in a tiny container inside a slightly bigger container half-filled with water. The prawning guys who sold us the earthworms told us to do that... and they would most probably stay alive for at most... the next 4 - 5 days.

What happened was that I kept them in the container for 3 weeks already and they are still alive. I look at them everyday and today something shocking happened... I saw one of the earthworms SWIMMING IN THE WATER and looked a little expanded due to the water retention. I was so shocked, I hurried and put them into one of my father's plant pot. There were supposed to be 2 earthworms... but guess what? THERE WERE 3!!!! omg! I can't believe it. But now they are in my father's pot happily ever after. :)

One of them dig into the soil already. The bigger one is the one that swam in the water

The new one... it is soooo tiny!

I wonder how do they give birth?

TBC

Angry with thai express

THAI EXPRESS U CAN GO EAT SHIT.

TBC...

Cos I am too bo liao

And when you are bored... this is what you do:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUzds0LOF7w

TBC...

Overseas Job

My search for overseas job began since last week. (I know I am slow).

Got rejected by BNP Paribas and Infineon Technologies. D:

I am not surprise because currently the Europeans are still losing jobs and me, an asian, is looking for a job there.

I wanna work overseas for 2 - 3 years and then come back here to work. I am starting to look for local jobs which will most likely to post me overseas too. I give myself till February. If I can't find my dream job, I will just work in Singapore.

I know people are questioning my decision. The market in Singapore is so good, why move out blablabla. Yeah I know it is good but life is short. I want to experience the outside world as much as I can before I settle down here for good. I am not saying that the grass on the other side would definitely be greener but it's the experience that matters to me now.

No I am not moving out to look for a boyfriend or whatever. I just want to enjoy my life before I come back to face this competitive society. It's also good for me to look around the world and maybe come up with some business ideas. I don't want to work for people for the rest of my life.

TBC..

Caffeine

I need caffeine now. I feel like sleeping but I need caffeine to keep me awake!!!

TBC...

My Waiting Logic

I am not a very punctual person and I never get mad for waiting people. To me, if you are late, it's your lost. You lose the time which you can spend with me... or vice versa.

My longest waiting record is 4 hours. I waited outside a shopping center for my 1st ex-boyfriend for 4 hours. He was late for an hour and he told me that he was on his way and should reach in 30 - 40 mins time. I waited for another 1 hour. I called him, he didn't pick up. I texted him, he didn't reply. Then, his phone went flat. For that one hour I tried to contact him. I was afraid that he met some accident. I told myself, he will reach here soon. I waited for another 1 hour. He reached. The first thing I did, was to scold him for making me to wait for 4 hours. His excuse was that he overslept on the bus and then we quarreled. I dunno if it was the truth. But we continue for another 30 mins and I had to head home. Cos it was already 12:30am.

I was quite angry. He was late and he scolded me for scolding him. What an asshole! He didn't even apologize! But he was the reason why I didn't become angry with anyone for being late ever again.

From that point onwards, every time I wait for people, I make sure that there is something to entertain me so that I would not waste my time on waiting people but that person is wasting their time with me by being late. At the same time, because I did something productive, I don't feel angry. In fact, sometime if someone is late and I am reading an interesting article, I would even give excuse to go somewhere else to finish the article before meeting the person.

TBC

Hungary

I wanna go to Hungary again!

I wanna see him!

I wanna see lake balaton!

I wanna experience their exotic bath!

TBC...

My lessons learnt from the past relationships

I learnt it the hard way and I learnt it really slow. I am not saying that I am perfect. But these are my point of views.

Guy No. 1

1. Never start lending too much money to the guy who claims that he is your boyfriend... he took 4 years to return after 4 years of chasing back.
2. Never get a guy who is "always right"
3. Never get a guy who has bad tempers and is really good at mentally abusing you
4. Never get a guy who is overly addicted to gaming

Guy No. 2

1. Boyfriend is important, but friends are important too
2. Never find a guy who is extremely possessive
3. Never find a guy who is not interested in your friends or family.... or don't even know where you stay until you broke up with him... the hard way

Guy No. 3

1. Apparently I didn't learn the lesson from guy no. 1. I re-learnt the lesson again. Never get a guy who is addicted to gaming
2. Never get a guy who does not have his own point of view
3. Never get a guy who tells everything to his parents, including.... everything
4. Get a guy who is smarter than me... it doesn't have to be IQ smart... he should be EQ smarter than me... but both would be good.

Guy No. 4

1. Friends are important, but boyfriend should be more important than friends
2. Guys are jerks and fucked up... they use their dick head to think, not their head so when u talk to them make sure u know which head to target
3. Some friends are dangerous
4. Learn how to guard my boyfriend from any external threats

Guy No. 5

1. Never get into a long distance relationship... it doesn't work

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By the 5th guy, I should have learnt a lot right and know how to think rationally right? NO. I don't. Apparently the guy that I sort of like now... seems to match so many of the mistakes that I have made in the past. What's wrong with me!? Shit... I should start to think rationally again!

I will block him now. It is for his own good and my own good too. No one gets hurt this way. :) But I will miss him. I feel really bad because I cannot keep my promise to him. Don't bother to ask me who he is. Just be a good listener and listen. :)))

TBC.

Just for laugh

Let me explain what happened before you watch this video. A bunch of us decided to go to Changi Airport terminal 3 to take the longest indoor slide. We didn't have to queue because there was no queue. You have to spend $30 sgd to change one ride... who would do that except the employees there?

So it was my turn... I wanted to take a video of my entire ride. I wasn't ready and I slipped and fell and wanted to continue to video the surrounding but I ended up taking a video of myself. Enjoy:

TBC..

Let it be

I slept whole day yesterday and 12 hours today. It must be the effect of the medicine. I have never slept so much in my life. I woke up, I ate some food, I ate the medicine and then I sleep. Today I had to go to school for some project meeting so I took the medicine and head to school.

The medicine was so strong that this is what happened today:

lol. Okay so after sleeping for 1 and a half day, I felt so lost. I don't know which assignment should I start working on. I guess I should start with my final year project. Damn. It's gonna be really tough. :/

TBC...

Another Europe tour or not?

I am having my one week break now and I had just marked a milestone in my life. A not very wonderful experience. But all is well.. I hope. I am fine peeps. I feel great now. I m going to sleep and rest 24/7. Hope when school reopens, you guys will see a different me! :)

After my Japan trip... Should I go for another Europe tour or not?? : )

Here is a short (maybe long) story about a guy and a girl which I would like to share. I heard it from a friend and I have repeated this story a few times... I have decided to cut the story short and remove all the really romantic stuffs. Or maybe not.

It was a Wednesday night. A girl went to a club with her friends to celebrate the arrival of a group of expats. As usual, the club would be flooded with ladies on a Wednesday night. It was ladies night. Free drinks for all ladies.

The club was hot and warm and humid. Anybody who was dancing on the dance floor and could stand the heat must have had sauna at home everyday or totally wasted. The girl could not stand the heat so she went to the restroom 3 times to wipe her sweat and escape the heat.

The 3rd time when she returned to look for her friends, she was grabbed by a random guy at her right arms. The random guy was definitely drunk because he introduced her to his friend.. the guy. He said, "Hi, he is Zuni.". The girl wondered why did the random guy introduced him to the other guy and not to himself, but out of courtesy, the girl waved at the guy and said," Hi Zuni!".

The guy who was holding his beer then turned and looked at the girl and replied,"what? I am not Zuni. I am Christof from Germany." The girl then looked at the random drunk guy and then looked back and him and said, "But your friend told me that you are Zuni...."

Christof looked puzzled and replied that the random guy is not his friend and they started to get acquainted. The random drunk guy was so drunk that he just staggered deeper into the crowd. The girl then told Christof that the club is too noisy and asked if he wants to continue to chat outside. They went out, sat by the river and started to chat for the next 2 hours.

Through the chat, the girl found out that Christof was heading to Australia for 2 months the next day at 8pm. They both love chatting with each other. To the girl, she sees him as a friend, nothing more, nothing less. The girl's friends came out and said time to go. But Christof wanted the girl to go to another club with him. The girl wanted to go to the other club because she has never been there so she went ahead with the guy and said goodbye to her friends.

All her friends were giving her the ^^ look. It was awkward for her because when she tried to introduce the guy to her friends, they would avoid him and pushed her to talk to the guy. 2 weeks later, her friends explained that the guy wasn't interested in talking with them at all and he was focusing on the girl all the time. The girl couldn't understand. But let's continue.

So they arrived at the club. It was already 3:30 am. The girl told the guy that it's not worth it for him to go in because he would only be able to go in for 1 hour and he has to pay 25 bucks. Might as well just get some booze and sit outside and chat. And they did.

They chatted awhile and then the guy kissed the girl and said,"why must I meet you only on the last day of my trip here?" The girl didn't know how to react. But she likes chatting with this guy and said,"We will see each other again right? Hey why not tomorrow I will bring you around this place before you fly off?". The guy agreed and they start kissing again.

At a certain point, the guy wanted more. He wanted to sleep with the girl. But the girl didn't want it because it was unfair to her... the guy was gonna leave the country the next day. The guy respected her decision. They spent a night hugging with each other till morning. They went back to their places again and met in that afternoon.

The girl brought the guy around and they exchanged before they parted. The guy planted a really unforgettable kiss on the girl's lips and said," I really like you." The girl replied," I like you too." They hugged and parted.

All along during that short day, the girl was really pessimistic about this weird relationship. To her, nothing is going to happened. She had already experienced it once and she knew that nothing fancy is going to blossom out of the relationship. To the guy... I am not sure because he is not my friend. But the guy definitely meant what he said. Because he facebook messaged the girl once he arrived at Australia and called her once he got an Australian number.

The girl was shocked by his actions because why would a guy make such an expensive call to her? Every text message she replied, her heart aches for the money and her brain aches because he is not her boyfriend, she is not his girlfriend, should she continue to spend the text message on him?

2 weeks later the girl asked her friend and it was what they replied as above. They all think that the guy really liked her.

The calls got lesser. The girl thought to herself that this situation is familiar. One day it is going to die down and it will all be over. She has experienced it. She knew that long distance is not going to work. Not even normal friends. She began to feel pessimistic again. The guy is probably having fun in Australia, maybe even met a few other awesome girls whom he can sleep around with. She recalled that they were chatting only general stuffs on the phone nothing really obvious.

One day the girl was feeling really stressed out over work. The guy hadn't called her for 1 and a half week already. The guy suddenly called and they chatted normally. The guy told her that he was busy travelling around so he couldn't call. But he had wanted to call a week ago but different states in Australia have different something... I don't quite get this part. The girl's stress was all gone. She was really happy that the guy called. It's the thought that counts. She was really touched by the fact that a guy actually called her from that far away and show care and concern on her.

A few days later the girl decided to call him. They chatted and the guy said that he is really happy that she called. After that chat. The girl's mood totally changed. What the guy said, I had no idea. But she smile said to me, " Whatever works. I am not his girlfriend and he is not my boyfriend. But I am going to prioritize him from all the other guys and see how things work along the way."

Thank you for your attention... What I am trying to say is that I feel happy for her because that guy is sincere. How many guys would call and show care and concern to someone who isn't even his girlfriend? He also showed respect to the girl (by not forcing to make her sleep with him) and the guy looks cute too. haha. He is definitely a rare pokemon.

TBC

Busy busy busy

Don't even know where to start. BUT I AM BUSY! REallllyyyyyy busy.

It's week 8 now. And I am suppose to have a 1 week holiday but i am going to use it to catchup with all my work. @_@

After that, I am just gonna spend one day alone at home in my room, lying on the bed, watching shows from my computer without going out of the house at all. That would be so nice!

What I would like to do when I am alone:

1. Slacking in my room: Usually if this is the case, I will switch my phone to silent mode. I will cook my meal, bring it into my room and watch show the whole day. Or just sleep 14 hours.
2. Go shopping alone: Lovin it. I don't really like to go shopping. But it's okay if i go alone. I don't know why.

After being so so so so busy, I look forward to spend some time alone. :D

TBC

Run neighbor, RUN!!!

Thanks people for the concern... I have been facing some health issues ever since I came back to Singapore. Reality is cruel. I do not wish to talk about it as there are some uncertainties... but I will know it today. I hope this time everything is for sure. I hate to stay in the queue, listening to doctors saying general things.

Sorry haven't been updating cos I have been keeping myself really busy so that I don't think too much. I don't wanna have depression you know... so the only way to get out of it is to keep going out and interact with people. Plus Mutsumi (the japanese girl I met in finland) came to singapore! So I brought her around singapore. I hope she had a good time because I had a great time with her.

I have been studying really hard for finance because I am not really good with understanding the concept. The professor kept saying "Riks" instead of "risks" and this can be very distracting. But I am not saying that that is one of the reason why I couldn't understand. I guess I am just not a finance kind of person.

After the quiz I was pretty devastated because I know I was suppose to read some stuff but I didn't because I was pretty confident that it will not come out as a quiz question. The result came out today and I passed it but I wasn't satisfied with the 11/20 score. I spent 3 days practicing, understanding it but because of my stupidity, I became lazy and didn't study that important part. People around me all scored pretty well. I am really :/ But I will not give up. If I didn't study, I would probably have failed the test.

Here comes my neighbor story. I hate my neighbor. I disliked them. They have called the police twice to complain about my family switching on the television in the middle of the night twice when my family doesn't watch tv. They complained to HDB that our bicycle was blocking their pavement twice. Everytime we open our door and they open the door, they will close their door and hide away from us. They don't greet us, when we always greet them.

Everything that a neighbor should have done, they have done it the opposite way. Today marks the most amazing thing which they have ever done. I would really love to draw this in comic strips because it is so comical in a way. But I have no time so just please imagine it in your mind.

I was approaching the lift on the first floor. I saw the lift is on the first floor so I sort of walked fast so that I could catch the lift. Auntie (The weirdest of all... the son and the father still okay.. the daughter and mom really cmi) walked into the lift and saw me approaching the lift at a fast paced. Guess what she did?

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SHE PRESSED THE "CLOSE" BUTTON REALLY FAST AND QUICK as if SOMEONE IS AFTER HER LIFE LOL. REALLY FUNNY. Man... I should have taken a video of it. Why didn't I think of it? It wasn't the first time. According to my bro, he has also received such weird treatment before. I thought my bro was just being exaggerating, but IT WAS TRUE. LOL.

Seriously... If my neighbor ever see this post, I have a message for them.

RUN NEIGHBOR, RUN!!!!

TBC

The truth is... I am from Mars

Yes... I am actually an alien. That's why I don't feel local. lol. I was at a meeting today and a chinese girl say that I don't look local. Then local also say I don't feel local. Well... the truth is I am from Mars. :)

1st time I hear these comments, I will feel a little bit happy... but subsequently, it's too much. Singaporeans are multi-racial. So how am I suppose to look like to look local? And how am I suppose to feel like a local? @#$@$# I am from Mars.

Before exchange, I look like China chinese, Japanese or Korean. Now I look like Thai, indo, mix blood. sooooo.... what's next?

TBC...

lesbian

I came back and people keep saying that I look very different. Then got this guy told me that I feel different. I didn't let him touch me, why did he say that I feel different? I become more slimey? LOL

lol. How different? I have always been crappy and lame right? Maybe looks lah. But I gain a bit of weight ever since I came back, cut my hair.... that's pretty much it.

You know... there is the home sick syndrome and there is also the post exchange home sick syndrome.. Now I am back in Singapore, it is so difficult to adapt back the life here. I don't know why I didn't have homesick at all when I was doing my exchange, but now I have home sick for Moscow.

**Warning This section contains some lesbian thoughts which might be very disturbing**

Okay... I have thought through some time.. sometimes I can't help to think that maybe I am a lesbian. Partly because guys have given me nothing but disappointments and disappointments over time and also I have thought of this: If I am a guy, I would really love Sashka alot. She is such a nice girl. Too bad I am not a guy and I don't have blue eyes with blonde hair. I miss her so much. (I also miss other people). Sometimes before I go to bed, I will think about all the good times that we had. Why can't I meet a guy like Sashka's personality (Not saying that she is like a guy)? We have so much to talk about! I hope that she will find her target soon! I envy her so much... she gets to go for another semester of exchange and she offers me to go sweden to stay with her... I really wanna go!!! I miss her so much! But I have no more money left.

These few weeks, I have been hanging out with the exchange students... I went tioman with them. It was really fun... but it would be better if there's sashka there. I want her to see the coral reefs that I see!! It's so beautiful! It was a fun trip. I went with my russian buddy, and other 11 people. Big group, mega fun. I usually don't like to go out in such a big group... but this time it's exceptional.

**No more lesbian stuffs**

In the tioman trip, all these people I have only known them since August. There's:

1. Ying ying: Okay I know her earlier than august. But We click quite well.. She's out going and adventurous, just like me! I asked her to come along for the tioman trip.
2. Faith: She planned the trip. She's a very outgoing person and probably adventurous too.
3. Jane: My russian buddy. She is so sweet and cute! <3>
4. Anel: Faith's buddy from kazakstan. She's tall and has fair skin. I love her lip colour... it's rose red. Even the auntie in tioman praised her looks. She worries alot sometimes. But I can understand where she is coming from.
5. Suzanne: From canada, she's really good at frisbees and volleyball although she claims that she suck at it. I like her! She's always cheerful and fun to be with. Her jokes are really good.
6. Marillia: From Brazil. She doesn't really hang out with the girls. She is born in a rich... maybe really rich family. She's cool girl. But I feel that she's kinda arrogant because she doesn't really talk to the girls. But she's funny when she makes fun of people.
7. Steven: A mysterious french guy. He is very secretive and quiet.. sometimes he will disappear to nowhere and you can find him at one corner talking on the phone. Probably with the girlfriend. He stays alone so I suppose he needs alot of privacy. But on the subsequent outing, he became more fun. HE IS VERY TALL. And he has a deep voice with a heavy french accent. (and now i know how to imitate french accent because marillia made fun of it lol)
8. Ian: Another french guy... he is really close with marillia... they are housemates. I didn't get to talk to him very often. In fact I didn't really talk with the guys alot. But he always bites his nails. I feel like smacking his hands when he does it. lol
9. Marco: A Brazilian, also quite tall. He is a very chatty person. He talks to everyone.
10. Robin: Swedish guy.. he is so funny. He always see a chinese character and say that he recognize the character and explain what it means and ask if it's right. He has a twin brother in Sweden.
11. Joshua: From Singapore.. He is Ying's friend. I think he is a very cool guy. He's an entrepreneur and he can talk to anybody about anything somehow. Without him, the exchange students would have felt bored I guess.
12. Flo: A complicated background guy. He has egyptian blood, but he's a german and he can speak arabic because of his family. He is also very outgoing.

It was a good trip and they are planning to go thailand... maybe I will join them again :)

TBC...

U didn't express your feelings, HOW I KNOW WHAT U ARE THINKING?

Long title huh? Yeah. I just don't understand why some people expect me to know what or how they are feeling without telling me anything. Am I a psychic? I am not. In fact I am the opposite of psychic. I will not assume that you are sad unless u mentioned that you are sad. I will not know that I am rude unless you tell me that I am rude. Don't expect me to catch your small actions because I only catch some, depending on my mood.

I am also quite passive when it comes to talking with guys. Guys must talk to me first. If not usually I will not initiate it unless it's about work or juicy gossips or games or i am the organizer of certain events or they are my really good friends.

Also, I never say, doesn't mean that I don't want you to know. You didn't ask, how I know if you are interested to know. I dun like to bore people with things they are not interested with. I hate to see their, "I am not really interested but I will still entertain you by listening to you." face. So I assume everything about me is not interesting unless u ask and unless i think that it will be interesting to u. Occasionally, depending on my mood, if I feel really bottled up, I will initiate to talk to you about the issue. I am not a very expressive person. I will try to change that. But it's hard. because it depends on my mood. Okay I am a moody person. But don't worry. Usually u won't see me in bad mood. Because I will be alone if I am in bad mood.

So don't say that I didn't treat u as a friend. U didn't ask me, u didn't tell me your feelings. How I would I know that you want to know?

Don't criticize on the way I am and expect me to change. I will not change and I don't like to talk to people who are too opinionated. It works this way... you criticize me, I will think about it and then criticize you (ya.. u criticize me, my first reaction would be to criticize u back) and then think about it again and then if I think what you say is not reasonable to me, I will not change (which happens most of the time). I am open to criticism but too much is irritating. Example:

Me: I don't like him because he's attitude suck.

Un: You shouldn't hate him because of that he is also blablabla.

Me: Okay... but that's how I feel what.

Un: Okay la i can understand how you feel too. But blablabla.

Imagine... just imagine. If every 2 sentence I say, you reply with a "I think you shouldn't..." and every topic I talk to you, you have something to voice out about your opinions which oppose to me, I'd rather we not talk. If u are so strong with your opinions, then we have nothing to talk about because you can't accept my opinions and the way I am at all!!! Okay. SO DON'T TALK TO ME IF YOU WANNA CRITICIZE EVERY BIT OF ME. It fucking irritates me.

Okay I will reformat my dirty laptop now. It hasn't been reformatted for 2 and a half years. It's really clogged up now.

TBC...

Halloween

I Spent sooo much today... I bought a 23" Samsung LED, shop in robinson sales... and MORE. Oh My God.

I know it's only August and halloween is on October. I just suddenly thought of this idea. Maybe during Halloween, I should dress as Merly. If I meet Lyo there, LOVE WILL BLOSSOM. Awwwww so romantic! Just in case you don't know who they are, Lyo and Merly are the mascots for the first Youth Olympic Games in Singapore. Here:

In any case, I have 3 ideas of what to dressed up as if Merly fails.

1. Japanese ghost
2. Witch (Boringgggg)
3. Vampire (Easy and even more boriiinnngg)

Last year I did french maid and it wasn't bloody enough. Haha. I am not going to wear the maid suit anymore. I can sell it to you guys if you want. $15SGD will do =P It's my size.

TBC...

You've got alot of guts Oscar!

I just watched the most ridiculous fight scene ever in history...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6c5fAPRAcg

I laughed so hard for the whole day that my jaw and my stomach abs hurt. Well most of the time I was trying not to laugh. When I was in the train, I was so bored that the scene of this video just pop into my mind. I just burst out laughing and then i try not to laugh.

Why I find it so humorous? It reminds me of this chinese composition that I wrote in my secondary school. It was almost as ridiculous as this. It was about a very bad car accident which I described it sooooo ridiculous that my teacher read it out to the whole class. My composition was almost as bloody and ridiculous as this video. But this video is even better! LOL.

Imagine this is how the scriptwriter of the movie wrote the script:

Final Fighting Scene

1. People crowd around and cheer for Rikki (I suppose he is the Rocky wannabe)
2. Rikki gonna fight with Oscar, a muscular guy with tattoos on shoulders...someone with lots of gut.
3. Oscar say some taunting stuff.
4. Oscar head towards Rikki with his knife, doing the slashing movement
5. Rikki slap his face and Oscar's eye ball fell (with lots of blood) onto the ground
6. Meanwhile Rikki was deeply slashed on the arm by Oscar's knife
7. Crows were waiting whole day for eyeball to reach the ground so that they can eat eyeball
8. Crows snatch to eat the eyeball the moment the eyeball reach the ground
9. Oscar scream with pain
10. Rikki start to use his mouth to bite his deep injury
11. Crowd murmuring what is he doing
12. Rikki pull out blood vessels and tie it up because it's a deep injury
13. Rikki does the I-AM-OKAY-HAAAAA! pose
14. Oscar was shocked but he stabbed himself @ the stomach anyway because he knew that he was losing
15. Rikki rush to Oscar and ask why he did that?
16. Oscar replied that they are gonna die together
17. Oscar use his hands and dig his stomach for his guts. Meanwhile Rikki just stand there in disbelief.
18. Oscar's coach cheered and say," You've got lots of gut Oscar!"
19. Oscar use his intestine and try to strangle Rikki with it
20. Rikki pushed him away and went like 5 feet away from him
21. Oscar still standing, but his intestines were miraculously back into his stomach
22. They make the final bash
23. Somehow Oscar flew and Rikki punched his face
24. Added some Computer Graphic to make the show look awesome
25. Oscar GG
26. END

LOL. Nice scriptwriter. Go youtube and search "Exploding Shark"... old batman show... it's also fucking funny. I just laugh the whole day for this. lol

TBC...

万年历

I don't care what your religion is but I am a taoist. We believe in reincarnation. We believe in cause and effect. What you do this life, will reflect on your next life and what you are experiencing this life is what a result of what you have done last life. So we believe in reciprocity. We respect all religion and their God(s)/Goddess(es).

Yesterday after the birthday party, cloud and I look through this red thick book. It's call the 万年历. You can calculate how much "Gold" you brought with you when you reincarnate base on your lunar calendar birth date and time. It was created during the Tang Dynasty. So we went to calculate ours. It was so funny because they usually give 4 very complicated ancient chinese sentences. Like this one for example: 此命推来福不轻 自立自成显门庭 从来富贵人亲近 使婢差奴过一生。

I interpreted it as something bad because the last sentence has 差. It means bad in chinese so interpreted that I will be a slave in my bad life. But what it meant was that I will have people following and serving me for the rest of my life. And my sister was laughing at my own interpretation. I must confess that my chinese has gone bad eversince I came back from exchange. I will polish it up. We also calculated wrongly because it depends if you are born in a country with daylight savings or not. It's a pretty detailed book with alot of chinese characters and one chinese phrase can describe many many things.

So I calculated mine. I brought 3 liang 6 qian when I reincarnated. So this is my given poem: 不须劳碌过平生，独自成家福不轻，早有福星常照命，任君行去百般成。

What does these 28 chinese character means? You can expand the 28 chinese characters to this:

　　少年多波折，老来安逸之命

　　

　　注解：此命为人灵机性巧，胸襟通达，志气高，少年勤学有功名之格，青年欠利，腹中

　　多谋，有礼有义，有才能，做事勤俭，一生福禄无亏，与人干事，反为不美，六亲骨肉可

　　靠，交朋友，四海春风，中限光耀门庭，见善不欺，逢恶不怕，事有始终，量能宽大，

　　义利分明，吉人天相，四海闻名，末限成家立业，安然到老，高楼大厦，妻宫无刑，子

　　息三人，只一子送终，寿元七十七，卒于春光中。

Complicated? hahahaha. I thought so too. Each of these phrases can be expanded even further. But in short, it means that I don't have to work too hard in my life (maybe as compared to some really hard working asians), if I start a business it will be awesome, destiny has already prepared some good fortune to protect me from some bad stuffs and whatever i do, it will be smooth sailing. Some good things to hear. :)

P.S. I realized that being busy is a good thing. It makes time goes faster.

TBC..

It's unfair

I am going to have a heart attack soon. I am so unhappy now. I have never worried so much in my life. I have never felt so depressed. I really don't like this feeling. I hate to be hanging half air. I am really demoralized by it. Why? Why must it happen? Why can't I just come back and have peace? I shouldn't have taken it for granted. I hope the results will be out soon. I am really very anxious about it. Why must they drag the date so far away?

It's unfair! How can fate do this to me! Grandma was right. Why didn't I take note of it? This is the worst pre-birthday thingy ever. Usually I prefer hell first then heaven. But now I have no choice. I can only have heaven first and then hell. This is going to be a tough period for me. I hope it's a false alarm. pls let it be a false alarm. pls pls pls pls pls pls! What is the root of the problem???? I am so tired now. :( I regret, why didn't I listen to her advise. why why why! argh. I hate myself so much now!

My god if it comes true, how am I gonna tell them!?!?!?!? Fuck.

你不能说我没有爱过

说我没等过难过 我也想说

也许能重来我却还是沉默

你一直问我的心到底在不在

问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱

而我的泪 怎么就流下来

TBC...

My life

Have been trying to settle down and trying to keep myself busy and I have succeeded in making myself feel fucking busy. Now that I have pretty much settled down, I will need to execute what I have reflected and decided to do when I was in Europe.

Yeah bet you must be thinking that I was in Europe playing around blablabla right? NO. I wasn't just playing. Not that I am saying that I didn't play. But as usual, work hard, play hard, sleep hard. Maybe play harder, work lesser haha. But travelling around does help me reflect on what had happened in the past and think through everything.

I met many many kinds of people abroad and they did broaden my view. When I told Sashka that when I was at budapest, I had a good chat with an ex-drug dealer and that guy told me that he was very happy to chat with me. He said that he haven't had a good laugh for a very long time. Am I that funny? I thought he was more entertaining. He could do some stick stunts without using his hands to touch the stick. It's complicated to describe. No penis involve. It was like using his hands, to control 2 sticks to control 1 stick. Sashka told me that I was daring and I am the type of person who talks to people and doesn't care about a person's social status. I don't know. I don't talk to beggars and people who free rides on social welfare systems... or any free riders. lol. That guy just look like a normal teenage boy. But after hearing his life story, I think he is more daring than me. And hearing what he did for his ex girlfriend, I thought how blind love can make one become. :/ I hope the next time I fall in love, I wouldn't be that blind.

I met a few entrepreneurs like club owners, non-profit organization chairman, fashion shop lady boss. They are really inspiring. Hearing their stories motivates me somehow. I can't really describe. I thought it was a good idea to motivate myself before school starts. I guess it helped alot. Because now I am back on "workaholic" mode. You know, the "Step out of the comfort zone" mode. Whatever it is, I hope I will change for a better.

Moving forward, I initially planned to go back to europe this year end to celebrate slovakian xmas with sashka and then visit other europe countries like the netherlands. But I guess maybe not this time because sashka is going on an exchange in sweden and if she goes back to slovakia, it will only be for a while. I want to meet my dorm mates again. But this year end, I am going ASIA. *wow how exciting* you know why? After learning Japanese for almost 5 years, I am finally going to JAPAN!!! Wee! and before going to Japan, probably Bali. 2 places which I have never been to!

Okay i am too tired to talk about my career choice and so on and so forth. So I will talk about it again.

P.S. I am not daring. I am just being open-minded. I am not being nice. I just don't want to waste my time and energy on being angry. Trust me, I can't be angry for long. I am sorry if I made cold remarks or/and was too direct that it hurt anyone. It's just my opinion... I don't want to appear too fake and I am not good with rephrasing my words such that it doesn't hurt. I am learning to buffer my "cold" remarks. Hope you will forgive me. And try to understand that I was brought up in such a family where people talk really direct plus with louder voice. I don't know which part of my life did I developed the "cold" attitude though. Even my parents thought that I was pretty cold hearted when I made some remarks a few years ago. I didn't know that I was talking in a "cold" and direct way until people tell me that because I thought it was normal.

TBC....

Wuzzup

Here's what's up.

I have been spending alot of money lately. I am gonna cut cost. I spent too much in going to attas place with my friends. I am totally broke.

Just one thing which I would love to nag about. WHEN WILL I MEET A RESPONSIBLE GUY. DAMN.

TBC..

Hate to take care of drunkards.

I really hate to take care of drunkards. Fuck.

TBC...

Wishlist

So my birthday is coming. I am not happy at all because Forever young I wanna be... forever young...

Can't blame my lameness... this song is soooo catchy!

Well back to the point. Since my birthday is coming, I have decided to come out with a wish list which I have never done before in my life. I know I will be really bad with coming up with wishlists.

1. Health - Going through a lot these few days. I wish for good health. Don't ask me. I will not say. Don't worry it's fine already... I hope. But that doesn't mean that you can threaten to wish me bad health or something... to ask what it is about. JUST wish me good health. THX.
2. Wealth - Yeah of course wealth! Do you need explanation for $$$?
3. At least a 3.2 GPA before I graduate - That's like 2nd honours to some company. So I am 0.03 away from that.
4. Get a job abroad - Because I wanna get out of here. If you know me, you will know WHY.
5. Good boyfriend - One who will become a good husband... MY good husband, one who will not share his love with any other sexy bitches or any other female except me (Oops did I accidentally said that I'm a sexy bitch? lol). One who is super responsible when it comes to family. Some humor is good. Gentlemanly. Yeah I know I am still young blablablabla.
6. Bad people to shoo away from me - This does not require any explanation too.
7. Meet Happy friends - Because I have seen too many unhappy friends... so unhappy friends, please be happy.

That's my wishlist. Haha if I can only make one wish can come true, I would like to make the "I wish I have another 9,999 wishes that will come true" wish.

Update: Now after reading a few other people's wishlist, I just realized how stupid my wishlist is as compared with the other people. lol. They wish for material things and I wish for things which can't be given. I thought the wish list is a list which your friends will bless you with on your birthday... lol omg. how silly can I be. But I am not going to remove the above list because u guys are still gonna wish me those stuffs k. Of course I will not force you to give me blessings. If u think I deserve the wish, then wish me anything which I have listed above. THX.

Now that I know the definition of wishlist, I am pretty uncomfortable with that idea. It makes me feel like I am forcing people to buy something for me or something. But don't worry, you are not obligated to get me anything. People always think that I dunno what I want. I do, it's just that We are all students. If you know me, you will know that I don't really care if you give me a present or not. Just don't be a toxic friend will do. A blessing as stated from the list above will be good enough. :DD If you intend to get anything from the wishlist, please let me know. If not later got duplicates then gg.

1. LCD Screen to be connected to my Laptop... 22 inch.
2. Organizer
3. A rug for my room
4. Another Dustbin for my room
5. Mahjong Table
6. Mahjong
7. Paintings
8. Handphone pouch... I left mine at my french friend's house. Made in Singapore one.
9. Good lightweight water bottle
10. Wallet... yeah I know I have a lot already... but I am so into wallets
11. Microphones for karaoke
12. Wii Yoga mat... Wii Fit
13. Pop n Music real size controller
14. Vouchers ---> It's okay to have duplicates :)

I thought of this... DO NOT WISH LIST:

1. Toys... sex toys included
2. Perfumes... I know I stink but I already have 7 unopened bottles of perfumes to use
3. Figurines/statues... My dad kp alot about it

TBC...

Tmd. Left eye infection, right eye bachiam

Okay. So finally I went to see the doctor and he told me that there is 2 different things happening on each of my eyes. I have eye infection on the left eye from the contact lens and I am not suppose to wear them for another 2 weeks. And Pimple (ba chiam) on my right eye. SO i am feeling 2 different kinds of pain on my eyes. Medication on the left eye: Eye drops. Medication on the right eye: Eye cream. So troublesome.

TBC...

Not ready

Okay... these few days, I have been trying to settle down. I met so many problems. School, health and now this. Maybe I should not even come back! :(

I finally decided to open the photobook he gave me before I flew off. I read it and I realized that I am still very sad about it. I thought I was okay already... Well I guess I am just not ready for any romantic relationship now. Just focus on work and stuff. Even after going for exchange and back, for some reason, I still feel the pain. No matter how hard I try.

What was the tipping point that made me not go back to him? I knew too much... that was the problem. As much as I wanted to go back, I could not. The fortune teller was right. People tell me all kinds of things and I know a lot of information, sometimes I can guess from certain conversations, sometimes I am good at peeking things (Yes it is a bad habit but I did not do it on purpose.).. and that can be a good and also bad thing.

So... okay. There is more to it, but I will not talk about it too much. I still have alot to unpack. Bloody hell. I hope I will have good health and happiness. *cross my fingers*

TBC...

@ Dubai Airport

Okay End up Vienna intl airport wasn't that sucky. I went through the gates and there were power plugs. But no time to use. While I was outside the place, it was fuckin boring. I had to watch movie with my ipod nano. Anyway, now i am in Dubai airport. Sibei househ. Got chair for u to lie down and charge lappy. :DD

Okay.. my plane will be at 7:45am (dubai time) and now it's almost 1 am... I have many more hours to go. so I will upload some photos and then sleep abit. :)


TBC...

@ Vienna Airport

THIS PLACE SUCK.
YOU HAVE TO PAY 2 EUROS TO GET A TROLLEY.
YOU HAVE TO SIT ON THE FLOOR.
I CAN'T FIND ANY POWER PLUGS.
FUCK.

TBC...

Going home

I am going home tomorrow.
I am very sad. After going to budapest, I went to Slovakia to meet with sashka.
And now I am going home. I miss home. But I will miss my friends and their family!! They are so nice! :( I will update again maybe tomorrow in Dubai. Cos Sashka is preparing some awesome dinner for me now and it's ready. okay ciao.



TBC...

Talking to Scottish guys in Budapest

Okay so I arrived in Budapest and I slept in the hostel. Well, I was alone because I dunno anyone from Budapest/Hungary. I took a rest and woke up by 2 guys who speaks something like dutch. Then they introduced themselves, they are scottish and they are cousins. I remembered that Scottish speaks English and if my memory did not fail me, there is no such language as Scottish. But I tried really hard to understand what they are talking and it doesn't make any sense at all lol.

A: Aiiiiii! ashdfasouhuoas Fuck dasjkfhsk bath alksijfasdjo
B: Fucking akjdfhviuh kdsjhfkdsjfh Fucking aksjfhashoicv Would ya?
A: Aiiii! akshfdasfhaskjl Fucking aushduiasfkjnskj askjdlkfnlkdfxl. HAHAHAHAHHA
B: HAHAHAHHA! AIII! Fucking aksfhasfd. FUCKKKKKK.
A: HAHAHHAHAhAHA! Schimitel!!!! kadjfhksdfhk FUCKING Fuck yeahhhhhhhhh~

I couldn't help but to laugh... what kind of conversation is that? lol then John the younger guy ask me why am I laughing. Then I asked if they are speaking in Scottish because I really can't make up any sentence or guess what they are talking about. Then He smiled at me and said that it's the scottish accent. There is no such language as Scottish... they speak English. I was right! They say when they talk to non-Scottish, they have to slow down because the scottish way is really difficult to understand.

Then we went to a pub to watch soccer match between spain and germany. Lol we supported Germany but the pub was full of Spanish so when they scored we became mercenaries lol. We switch side lol. damn funny .... we bar-hopped twice and then go to "cha cha cha"... one of the better clubs in Budapest. But seriously, the nightlife here cannot be compared with the one in Moscow. Never. Okay I am so tired. I will go sleep... everyday sleep like 4 hours per day. sibei shag.


TBC...

Sibei paiseh thing

Ladies and Gentlemen, I did a sibei paiseh thing on the plane which caused the entire plane from paris to budapest to delay for 1 hour. Sibeh Paiseh.

Okay let me rewind the story back to Monday. After walking around Paris city center for 8 hours, we head back, had a nice French Family dinner. We also celebrated Max's graduation by drinking champagne with pickled olive before dinner. There's a french term for it, but I am really bad with europe languages. Then, I started to pack my luggage because the next day we're going to Disneyland... it would be too last minute and tiring to pack at night as my flight is on Wed morning 8am. So I packed... and I recalled that budget airlines are pretty strict with the luggage size and weight. Well, I can check in one of the luggage, which weighs 20kg and I can put the other stuffs into my backpack which weighs around 15kg.

Just to avoid paying extra money on it, I had a few backup plans. Plan A, when checking in luggage, hide my hand luggage. This should avoid the lady from the counter to ask me to check in my hand luggage, which each kg costs 30 euros... 15*30 = 450 euros. Plan B, if Plan A fails when I am about to board the plane (It will not fail before that because I will put it somewhere that is not visible), beg for mercy and emphasize that the plane is leaving plus I am a student. And if Plan B fails, pay a penalty of 22 euros... instead of 450 euros. These budget airline companies really irritate me. I took easyjet and they stated that I can check in a maximum weight of 20kg. Then they put options like if you want to check in 1 luggage, it will be 11euros, 2 will be 22 euros but they should all add up to 20kg. =.= So... I packed my bag, and then slept.

I went to Disneyland Paris with max and his cousin. IT WAS AWESOME!!! lol. It's so fun. But i am too tired to describe anything now. I will skip DisneyLand. Okay then after disneyland, we chatted a while and give thanks, hugs etc... his mom cried. And it made me want to cry. Then we went to sleep. We woke up and max drove me to the airport and I was 4th in queue and then I noticed that the counter girl was really strict about the luggage with a granny and her grandchild. In fact, they had some argument. So I proceed with plan A. I hid my luggage behind the column. Then Plan A succeeded. Time to board the plane... I was like the last 5 to board the plane. Ta ma de. Plan A fail. Some air stewardess came and say my hand luggage cannot make it. So I proceed with plan B. I begged for mercy and emphasized on the time as it was 8am already, my flight is at 8:05am. Plus, I told her that I can squeeze my backpack. But plan B failed. So I had to pay 22 euros... plan c. Okay that sucked. But compared to a 450 euros thingy, 22 euros is nothing.

When I was in the plane, they announced that we should not it snacks that contains nuts as there is somebody on board who is super allergic to it... food like mars bars, chocolate bars, crackers, nuts, should not be consumed. That is like 50% of the food menu. It sounds weird because if u're allergic to it, why can't we consume it? These food are not airbourne. But anyway, time flies, it was already 8:30am... the plane hasn't take off yet. Then I heard the announcement that the delay was due to some baggage problems. I delayed the entire flight by 1 hour because they had to put my backpack into the checkin luggage area. THAT IS SOOO EMBARRASSING. Okay I will take a mini nap now.


TBC...

In paris

Okay... I slept in the Tampere airport. The airport was closed from 1:30am to 4:30 am. Then there is this finnish security guard he let me sleep in the airport alone. Then they shut off all the electricity. So only the guard and I was in the airport alone. But he was okay.

The finnish guys were helpful on plane too. They helped me to carry my hand luggage up and put it into the cabin. I didn't ask them! Suprise surprise surprise! lol. I thought Finnish guys are not that helpful... but when I was about to leave the country. They were helping me. :o

Yesterday I arrived Paris at 1:20pm then i meet anais and max, and then send her to her place to stay and go to Max's house. I reach at his house at about 4pm. then Chatted with his parents etc.. It was okay. He has got a pretty big and beautiful house. Then at night I went to max's friend's birthday party till 6am in the morning. Woooo... nothing much happened. As usual, the french speaks french. But Max's cousin and max took turns to chat with me. So it was okay.

Soooo we slept till 2pm lol. @_@ Woke up and his parents greeted me bonjour. so embarrassing. Then we went out to the park for a picnic for 6 hours. We were playing games etc. It was quite fun. The entire Paris experience is not that touristic because that's what I wanted. I don't want to see the tourist attraction. I have seen it before. So this time I get to experience life living in Paris. Max and his family is a good host. Then we went to a restaurant to eat french food, crepes. It was AWESOME. I have never tasted such a good food. Then we head back and everything, it was already 11:30pm. Time flies. O.o Anyway tomorrow we will go to some of the tourist attraction which I did not visit last time and shopping. Need to help some friends to buy some branded stuffs. I am soooo tired now because of yesterday's party and today's games. haha these French are really energetic. Okay Thou Shalt Sleep Now.

TBC..

Bidding farewell seems to be the hardest thing to do

I arrive at tampere on the 30th of June. I was soooo happy to see Emmi. Initially she couldn't meet me during the day because she got a job, but her employer said that the job was cancelled last minute. So she came to pick me up. Of course I am happy that she can accompany me now but I am also sad for her because it was a very good job offer for a month.

So the first day we went to the city center for a walk. Tampere is the second/third biggest city in Finland. Mutsumi san told me that Tampere is more interesting than Helsinki. I think otherwise. Tampere seems to lack of the lively crowd as compared to Helsinki. But that doesn't matter. I stayed @ Emmi's house. Oh my god! She has such a cosy house. I want my future apartment to be like hers. Plus, she has got this amazing TV system set up by her husband. When I am back in SG, I am so gonna do that to my room.

The first night, Emmi baked pizza for me. I didn't know Pizza is so easy to make. I helped a little bit. Then the second day we went shopping, walking around park, enjoying life. I had the best sleep ever since 15th of June I think. The weather in moscow sucked so badly that I couldn't sleep properly and when I was in Helsinki, I couldn't sleep because it was so bright and I was so conscious about myself in the room for some unknown reason. I slept 12 hours although we were suppose to wake up at 9am but we woke up later. Everyday I was in the Sauna room. Oh ya... EMMI's Apartment has a Sauna room! That is sooooooooo unbelievable. It was so awesome. If I have one, I will use it EVERYDAY... then take a cold shower and sleep. I had the BEST SLEEP EVER.

So we watched 2 movies with her awesome TV system during the night (So much healthier than going to clubs/bars to drink drink drink and drink alcohol). Then comes the third day... today. I slept 12 hours again. We woke up at 12 in the afternoon, ate the lagsane we baked and then checked what time I should go to the airport tomorrow. BUT... damn... there are only 3 buses going to the airport tomorrow and the first bus is at 1pm and my flight is at 8am. So this means that I will either have to take a cab or go to the airport tonight. Of course I choose the cheaper alternative... taking a cab to the airport would cost 40 euros. Fuck no way am I gonna do that.

So we went biking around the city and I repack my stuffs etc... And then emmi and I waited for the bus to bring me to the airport. We took a few private photos (without makeup everything) and then the bus came. It was so sudden, so I was just saying good bye to her, asking her to take care and we will see each other again etc. I board the bus, shift my luggage to the nearest seat sat down and then I cried. Oh my god. I didn't cry before i bid farewell. I cried like shit after that. Just a short 5 months and we have so much memories together. Although we are going to see each other again. But I don't know when and my nose felt weird and my tears just flow out of my eyes and the guy beside me was looking at me but i don't care.

I sent her a long text and then i tried to stop crying and then it was okay. Now I am at the small tiny airport of Tampere. Only 2 people working in the airport now. Then this one guy came and told me that they are going to close the airport in 2 and a half hours. Damn... what should I do? But the guy was pretty sympathetic, he said he will see what he can do. Finally a nice Finnish guy.


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Helsinki

I AM SO HAPPY TODAY. Pinja and her bf yousuke brought me to their cottage. We did Finnish sauna naked (without the bf of course), then jump into the lake (the bf not around), and then go back to sauna and jump in again and go back to sauna and then a nice bbq with beer. Fucking cool. There's so many things to update. I have a boyfriend in Helsinki now. I will upload the photos soon. lol. It's really funny. I need to show you guys.

Yesterday was the start of the Gay Pride week. The gays in finland are having celebration for a week and saturday will be the day. But too bad I won't be in helsinki... I will be at tampere, my next stop and paris. Pinja brought me to the gay bars and watch the gay choirs etc... It was really eye opening. I have never seen such a scene. I guess everyone deserve an equal rights to be in love with the opposite sex or the same sex. But I feel happy for the gays and lesbians :) They are human too u know.

But there's something I need to take care of... I think I bought this stupid tourist card extra 1 day. My planning wasn't good enough so I spent extra 12 euros for nothing. Damn. I suck at planning trips. :((

Tomorrow I will go shopping with mutsumi san.. She's from Hokkaido and I met her here. I tried to speak japanese with her and I realised that I keep mixing russian with japanese lol. This is sooooo difficult now :(

Well I will not shop anymore because the stuff in Helsinki or Finland in general is really expensive... (one meal costs about 8 euro) and i am not going to add anymore weight to my luggage. In fact I am throwing things along the way. I hope I will not be too noisy for my neighbors in the morning. :(

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Moscow

See you Moscow. I will miss you. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to meet all kinds of people. I want to come back. I want to come back to open a business. I will miss all my friends here. I will miss my life here. I really can't bear to leave this place.

The culture is so seductive. Angry people who will be nice to you once they know you. Gentlemen who will help open the door, carry things for you or give their seats to you. Bold and always looking for ways to break the rules/laws without getting caught. Now I learn how to think out of the box more. Trust me, they are also like singaporeans in a way... Kiasu. Girls who are really kind, hospitable, fun loving and sweet. T

hey are so different from how some people view Russians as... rapists, robbers, racists, aliens and just plain weird (which is still true to a certain point but that is because they have a different culture from the rest of europe and they have some asian culture too). They are far from that. Maybe racists, but more population means that they have more probability to have more of such incidents. For example there may be 100 rapist cases in Singapore a year and 200 rapist cases in Moscow... but there's like 5 mil people in singapore and 17 mil people in Moscow.

Of course there is also some assholes, but they don't represent the population and there are assholes everywhere in the world.

Meeting the international students is another experience... It was so fun getting to know them. People are mostly very outgoing, open minded and hospitable... except a few assholes again. But it was so nice to stay with them. Staying with them for just 1 month and I could observe their culture and differences between these european culture. Before that, I thought ang mohs... are just ang mohs. But now, I know that although they can be neighbouring countries, but their culture is so different. The best part of this entire experience was that I met some really nice people whom I hang out with. I am really grateful because if it weren't for them, I probably will be playin my nintendo DS alone in my room.

I will miss you, my room in the dorm. All those laughter we have in the room, on my bed by the window... Making lame jokes, shouting out of the window, playing drinking games, girl talks, popcorn party, pyjamas party, acting retards etc...

I will miss my room mate.... she is sleeping now and just in case I forgot to tell her this... I will type a mini speech like thing here now. We always do lame stuffs together.. Sorry for making a nuisance sometimes in the room in the middle of the night when I was tipsy *Eh hem*. But you always show care and concern and that is so sweet. And I also entertain you with my lame actions and some lame "about love" speech. But that's the part I will miss... my action, your reaction, your action, my reaction. Ya tebya lublu. Some times I may be a little too critical, but that is because that's my way of showing care and concern. I just hope that you will not have weird impression with Singaporean girls because of me. I am generally different from them... at least most of them. LONG LIVE KIM LONG! We will meet again... hopefully next next time I see you, you will have little kim longs.

I will miss Sashka... It was only towards the end of the trip that I got to know her, but she is really nice. I don't understand why some people can dislike her. They are jealous of her or what? I will be staying with her in slovakia... Thanks for all the recommendation and strong speech about why you are against Euros etc. It was really a good point of view and so on. I like chatting with her. We are happy-go-lucky people! I will stay with her family and that will be so exciting!

I will miss Karola... We really connect! Karola is such s fun loving girl. She really knows how to make a depress situation like a miracle. Her enthusiasm and optimistic never fails to brighten the situation. I will go visit you in the netherlands when you are back. We will plant trees together and eat space cakes!

And there is so many people I will miss which I want to type it down, but I don't have the time to anymore because I haven't finish packing!!! :S Okay... I will pack now.



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Last day in Moscow

Hi... it's my last day in Moscow and the heat is killing me. 36 degrees.Woooo =.= No Hot water, no fan, no air con. Woke up in sweat these few days and sleep only for 4 hours each because the sun always burns me through the curtain.

We had a long chat from 12mn to 5am. Cool huh? Really long chat.... Me like it. BUt i still have many things to pack. Wooo :/

Tonight I will be taking a train to spb then i will take a bus to helsinki. :)

Btw.... since summer is here, there have been a lot of nipple staring incidents. there's so many girls who wear white shirts and not wear a bra. Wooooo... how unsightly. I was in the metro with emmi and sashka, then there was this girl who walk by us, HER NIPPLES WERE STARING AT ME. And then she sat down infront of us, it was difficult to avoid looking at the nipples! Then more people came in... imagine alot of people standing in between us... but just nice, there is a small hole between these people and THAT ONE NIPPLE WAS STARING AT ME!!! That is so scary!



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ASSHOLE

I wonder how many assholes must I meet in my life. And there was this asshole who really pissed me off yesterday. Apparently, it seems like my curiosity has pissed him off or something. Here was the conversation:

A: ...Yeah we call it "Bird milk" in slovakian
V: Yeah same as Russian
Me: But birds don't have milk so why is it call the "bird milk"?
A: I don't know why... but it is "bird milk"..
V: Why is Singapore, Singapore?
Me: You want to know why? I know why. Because it means Lion City in Malay, Singapura. And I can tell you why it is Lion City.
V: O.K. Maybe this is a chinese thing that you have to find meaning in anything, but we russians don't. Not everything has a meaning to it.

So this guy is trying to be a racist or what? Firstly, I am the only chinese here that doesn't mean that I represent the entire population. Besides I am a Singaporean Chinese and that is a different thing. Secondly, I bother to ask "Why?" That's why I have better general knowledge. ASSHOLE. I will talk to him 1 to 1. ASSHOLE.


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My feet stinks

Recent update:

1. I went to Vladimirrr :) Lucky I didn't stay there for a day. Because there's nothing much to see after 4 hours of walking around that city. But they have really beautiful pictures.
   
2. Went to Marina's beautiful town for a visit. I LOVeee her!
   
3. I will be back in SG on the 20th of July 9pm.
4. My travel plan for europe: Go to Finland: Helsinki, Finland: Tampare, France: Paris, Hungary: Budapest, Slovakia: Everywhere, Poland: South, Austria: Vienna and then come back.
   
5. Met Markus yesterday... thinking of joining him on his backpack tour in asia... specifically vietnam. I will think about it.
   

My feet stink.


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FYP

I am angry with some asshole in my project team. I can't stand the way he talks and conveys message. All he knows is to arrow here and there responsibilities and make it look like u have nothing to do and claims all the credits AND GIVES SLOPPY BULLSHIT WORK FUCK!!!#$@#$. Who does he think he is. Argh. >:(!! Wait till I get back to Singapore. I will beat the shit out of him!

Anyway yesterday's N.korea vs Brazil's match was kinda boring. N. Korea was defending all the time... but brazil scored 2 anyway. It's surprising that n. korea actually scored 1. I heard from the dutch that there is some kind of air pressure in the stadium that make players unable to kick the ball straight or something. Speaking of straight ball, the first ball brazil kicked in was B-E-A-utiful. I don't know if it was luck or skill. But at that angle, the guy shoots a curvey ball and the goal keeper missed it.

I thought it was weird when the goal keeper from N.Korea keeps kicking the ball to the other side when there is only 1 N.Korean player at the other side. I guess he was really nervous or something... or is it some kind of tactic? Anyway... spain vs switzerland at 6pm moscow time but I don't think I will be able to watch it because of stupid FYP. Grr. I am so angry now.


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