Run neighbor, RUN!!!

Thanks people for the concern... I have been facing some health issues ever since I came back to Singapore. Reality is cruel. I do not wish to talk about it as there are some uncertainties... but I will know it today. I hope this time everything is for sure. I hate to stay in the queue, listening to doctors saying general things.

Sorry haven't been updating cos I have been keeping myself really busy so that I don't think too much. I don't wanna have depression you know... so the only way to get out of it is to keep going out and interact with people. Plus Mutsumi (the japanese girl I met in finland) came to singapore! So I brought her around singapore. I hope she had a good time because I had a great time with her.

I have been studying really hard for finance because I am not really good with understanding the concept. The professor kept saying "Riks" instead of "risks" and this can be very distracting. But I am not saying that that is one of the reason why I couldn't understand. I guess I am just not a finance kind of person.

After the quiz I was pretty devastated because I know I was suppose to read some stuff but I didn't because I was pretty confident that it will not come out as a quiz question. The result came out today and I passed it but I wasn't satisfied with the 11/20 score. I spent 3 days practicing, understanding it but because of my stupidity, I became lazy and didn't study that important part. People around me all scored pretty well. I am really :/ But I will not give up. If I didn't study, I would probably have failed the test.

Here comes my neighbor story. I hate my neighbor. I disliked them. They have called the police twice to complain about my family switching on the television in the middle of the night twice when my family doesn't watch tv. They complained to HDB that our bicycle was blocking their pavement twice. Everytime we open our door and they open the door, they will close their door and hide away from us. They don't greet us, when we always greet them.

Everything that a neighbor should have done, they have done it the opposite way. Today marks the most amazing thing which they have ever done. I would really love to draw this in comic strips because it is so comical in a way. But I have no time so just please imagine it in your mind.

I was approaching the lift on the first floor. I saw the lift is on the first floor so I sort of walked fast so that I could catch the lift. Auntie (The weirdest of all... the son and the father still okay.. the daughter and mom really cmi) walked into the lift and saw me approaching the lift at a fast paced. Guess what she did?

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SHE PRESSED THE "CLOSE" BUTTON REALLY FAST AND QUICK as if SOMEONE IS AFTER HER LIFE LOL. REALLY FUNNY. Man... I should have taken a video of it. Why didn't I think of it? It wasn't the first time. According to my bro, he has also received such weird treatment before. I thought my bro was just being exaggerating, but IT WAS TRUE. LOL.

Seriously... If my neighbor ever see this post, I have a message for them.

RUN NEIGHBOR, RUN!!!!

TBC

The truth is... I am from Mars

Yes... I am actually an alien. That's why I don't feel local. lol. I was at a meeting today and a chinese girl say that I don't look local. Then local also say I don't feel local. Well... the truth is I am from Mars. :)

1st time I hear these comments, I will feel a little bit happy... but subsequently, it's too much. Singaporeans are multi-racial. So how am I suppose to look like to look local? And how am I suppose to feel like a local? @#$@$# I am from Mars.

Before exchange, I look like China chinese, Japanese or Korean. Now I look like Thai, indo, mix blood. sooooo.... what's next?

TBC...

lesbian

I came back and people keep saying that I look very different. Then got this guy told me that I feel different. I didn't let him touch me, why did he say that I feel different? I become more slimey? LOL

lol. How different? I have always been crappy and lame right? Maybe looks lah. But I gain a bit of weight ever since I came back, cut my hair.... that's pretty much it.

You know... there is the home sick syndrome and there is also the post exchange home sick syndrome.. Now I am back in Singapore, it is so difficult to adapt back the life here. I don't know why I didn't have homesick at all when I was doing my exchange, but now I have home sick for Moscow.

**Warning This section contains some lesbian thoughts which might be very disturbing**

Okay... I have thought through some time.. sometimes I can't help to think that maybe I am a lesbian. Partly because guys have given me nothing but disappointments and disappointments over time and also I have thought of this: If I am a guy, I would really love Sashka alot. She is such a nice girl. Too bad I am not a guy and I don't have blue eyes with blonde hair. I miss her so much. (I also miss other people). Sometimes before I go to bed, I will think about all the good times that we had. Why can't I meet a guy like Sashka's personality (Not saying that she is like a guy)? We have so much to talk about! I hope that she will find her target soon! I envy her so much... she gets to go for another semester of exchange and she offers me to go sweden to stay with her... I really wanna go!!! I miss her so much! But I have no more money left.

These few weeks, I have been hanging out with the exchange students... I went tioman with them. It was really fun... but it would be better if there's sashka there. I want her to see the coral reefs that I see!! It's so beautiful! It was a fun trip. I went with my russian buddy, and other 11 people. Big group, mega fun. I usually don't like to go out in such a big group... but this time it's exceptional.

**No more lesbian stuffs**

In the tioman trip, all these people I have only known them since August. There's:

1. Ying ying: Okay I know her earlier than august. But We click quite well.. She's out going and adventurous, just like me! I asked her to come along for the tioman trip.
2. Faith: She planned the trip. She's a very outgoing person and probably adventurous too.
3. Jane: My russian buddy. She is so sweet and cute! <3>
4. Anel: Faith's buddy from kazakstan. She's tall and has fair skin. I love her lip colour... it's rose red. Even the auntie in tioman praised her looks. She worries alot sometimes. But I can understand where she is coming from.
5. Suzanne: From canada, she's really good at frisbees and volleyball although she claims that she suck at it. I like her! She's always cheerful and fun to be with. Her jokes are really good.
6. Marillia: From Brazil. She doesn't really hang out with the girls. She is born in a rich... maybe really rich family. She's cool girl. But I feel that she's kinda arrogant because she doesn't really talk to the girls. But she's funny when she makes fun of people.
7. Steven: A mysterious french guy. He is very secretive and quiet.. sometimes he will disappear to nowhere and you can find him at one corner talking on the phone. Probably with the girlfriend. He stays alone so I suppose he needs alot of privacy. But on the subsequent outing, he became more fun. HE IS VERY TALL. And he has a deep voice with a heavy french accent. (and now i know how to imitate french accent because marillia made fun of it lol)
8. Ian: Another french guy... he is really close with marillia... they are housemates. I didn't get to talk to him very often. In fact I didn't really talk with the guys alot. But he always bites his nails. I feel like smacking his hands when he does it. lol
9. Marco: A Brazilian, also quite tall. He is a very chatty person. He talks to everyone.
10. Robin: Swedish guy.. he is so funny. He always see a chinese character and say that he recognize the character and explain what it means and ask if it's right. He has a twin brother in Sweden.
11. Joshua: From Singapore.. He is Ying's friend. I think he is a very cool guy. He's an entrepreneur and he can talk to anybody about anything somehow. Without him, the exchange students would have felt bored I guess.
12. Flo: A complicated background guy. He has egyptian blood, but he's a german and he can speak arabic because of his family. He is also very outgoing.

It was a good trip and they are planning to go thailand... maybe I will join them again :)

TBC...