haha... Today is a very busy day. I have 2 more hours to pia MIS. Then after that I meet AA till 4:45pm then i go Railway mall to get the costume. Later take picture show u all. hehe. Then after that come back to school at about 7pm, then I go back do AA till morning. lol gg.
TBC..
平成21年10月29日木曜日
Fortune telling
Today I went fortune telling... I won't go into the details of what the fortune teller man said. But he has got a point. I always waste my love, resource and time on people who do not deserve my love. So I am very certain of my choice now. He also mentioned something about exotic husband or something like that. Exotic huh...?
Haha.. anyway this weekend is Halloweennsss!! I'm most probably going in a genie suit. Cos you noe la. GINA THE GENIE. hahahah.... so corny. Okay back to AA liao. :( Have to rush it. So many things to do. Can't Breathe... :(((
TBC...
Haha.. anyway this weekend is Halloweennsss!! I'm most probably going in a genie suit. Cos you noe la. GINA THE GENIE. hahahah.... so corny. Okay back to AA liao. :( Have to rush it. So many things to do. Can't Breathe... :(((
TBC...
平成21年10月28日水曜日
平成21年10月26日月曜日
Dogggieee
Hihi all... yes it's midnight again... Went to my friend's house and took picture of his dog. SOOOOO FUCKING CUTE CAN? Don't bark and very stubborn dog. haha. 人小鬼大 and useless type of dog. I show you the pic... U see cute or not.
See the dog give the :/ face. SO CUTE LOR.
No! You Bully me. Hmphhhhhhh :(((
I decided to draw the cute doggie. hehe. Don't really look like la. But damn cute can? haha. Yeah the dog is sibei de cute lor. haha. lovin it.
TBC..
平成21年10月25日日曜日
Midnights
I realised that it is so much fun to be out during midnights. When I drive, I don't have to be afraid of the cars around me... cos there is no cars! wahhaa. Also it is much cooler during nights. Some how midnights excites me now. haha. but if there's no car, it'll be expensive to travel outside. hmmm how contradicting...
These few days I slept very little. I find myself very productive to study in the morning, very productive in playing during midnights. So I ended up sleeping at about 5am and wake up at 9 to 10am. Maybe in a long run I will suffer, but its so exciting to go out during mid nights. hahaha >.<
TBC...
These few days I slept very little. I find myself very productive to study in the morning, very productive in playing during midnights. So I ended up sleeping at about 5am and wake up at 9 to 10am. Maybe in a long run I will suffer, but its so exciting to go out during mid nights. hahaha >.<
TBC...
平成21年10月24日土曜日
搞笑
This is a very emo song by 羅志祥. I have never liked him before, but this song really reflected some aspects of my life. haha... But i love to listen this song although its emo.
那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道
你好不好
我們的小狗 食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀
還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧
希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好
Yeah. I know that I still love him how can love just fade off so fast?
那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道
你好不好
我們的小狗 食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀
還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧
希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好
Yeah. I know that I still love him how can love just fade off so fast?
平成21年10月21日水曜日
Tagged
Yeah I am flying out of the island soon. So happy. Haha. Soooo I went to play Tagged @ tagged.com
It all started after paul broke up with me. My friend scared i will grow very fat like her friend and her friend was in the exact same situation as me, probably even worst. So she recommended me this thingy. She told me, "Go play tagged. Occupy yourself with something else." And I did!
I felt lonely and I know I have my poly friends to talk with. But I have no time to go out with them. I sleep at odd hours and when I am free to chat, everybody's already dead asleep. If we were to go out, it will be clubbing, but that's really expensive :(. Speaking of which maybe I can play mahjong with them some time after this busy hectic week.
I just want to feel being loved again. I msned with people of different countries during odd hours and I realized that whatever had happened between Paul and Me didn't really demoralized me. I picked up what I thought was gone, my self-confidence (Yeah I know online strangers blablabla but heck I'm flying off soon). He left me alone, all confused. But I am confused no more. I want to start afresh now. Handle things maturely and just be myself. I don't have to dress up for anyone now. I just need to dress up for myself. : )
I meet new people, see things in their perspective. When I fly out of this country, it will be a journey. A journey of self-discovery. :D
TBC..
It all started after paul broke up with me. My friend scared i will grow very fat like her friend and her friend was in the exact same situation as me, probably even worst. So she recommended me this thingy. She told me, "Go play tagged. Occupy yourself with something else." And I did!
I felt lonely and I know I have my poly friends to talk with. But I have no time to go out with them. I sleep at odd hours and when I am free to chat, everybody's already dead asleep. If we were to go out, it will be clubbing, but that's really expensive :(. Speaking of which maybe I can play mahjong with them some time after this busy hectic week.
I just want to feel being loved again. I msned with people of different countries during odd hours and I realized that whatever had happened between Paul and Me didn't really demoralized me. I picked up what I thought was gone, my self-confidence (Yeah I know online strangers blablabla but heck I'm flying off soon). He left me alone, all confused. But I am confused no more. I want to start afresh now. Handle things maturely and just be myself. I don't have to dress up for anyone now. I just need to dress up for myself. : )
I meet new people, see things in their perspective. When I fly out of this country, it will be a journey. A journey of self-discovery. :D
TBC..
平成21年10月20日火曜日
Some advices from famous people :)
Some worldly advice from Oprah,
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find whatmakes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything.*
He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior.*
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.*
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them andan entire lifetime to forget them.
Angel
Fear of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful
Dr Phil
You should know that you're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one. Ladies take care of your own hearts....
TBC..
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find whatmakes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything.*
He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior.*
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.*
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them andan entire lifetime to forget them.
Angel
Fear of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful
Dr Phil
You should know that you're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one. Ladies take care of your own hearts....
TBC..
平成21年10月6日火曜日
2 Birds
2 free birds saw each other and thought they would make a very good companion. They decided to go on a journey to test if they were suited for each other.One of them thought that the other bird is the best bird it has ever seen and told everyone that it is the one.It never understood if the other bird is thinking the same way but seeing how the other bird makes long term promises, it thought that they will be together for long.
Initially they were very close, but soon they realised that they don't like to be too sticky with each other.So they went slightly apart, away from each other.
One day, another bird came, innocently and naively became their friend.This bird was able to give the other free bird attention which the free bird wasn't able to give. The free bird didn't notice that it was neglecting the other free bird, still thinking that their relationship will last. The other free bird proposed to fly away alone and apologized alot as it has already fallen in love with the new bird.
The free bird initially didn't understand why. After forcing the other free bird to say it out many times, the other free bird decided to say it out.The other free bird needed attention and the new bird has given the attention which the free bird could not give.The other free bird was confused and decided to fly away on its own and start a journey to reflect its life.
Leaving the free bird demoralized, have no self-esteem and feels that it is a loser.Whether the other free bird will be with the new bird is another story. But what is left of the free bird, is only an empty shell, hoping the other free bird will come back to look for it.
3 questions:
1) Why didn't the other free bird want to give the free bird a chance?
2) What do you think the free bird should do now?
3) Whose fault do you think it is?
Initially they were very close, but soon they realised that they don't like to be too sticky with each other.So they went slightly apart, away from each other.
One day, another bird came, innocently and naively became their friend.This bird was able to give the other free bird attention which the free bird wasn't able to give. The free bird didn't notice that it was neglecting the other free bird, still thinking that their relationship will last. The other free bird proposed to fly away alone and apologized alot as it has already fallen in love with the new bird.
The free bird initially didn't understand why. After forcing the other free bird to say it out many times, the other free bird decided to say it out.The other free bird needed attention and the new bird has given the attention which the free bird could not give.The other free bird was confused and decided to fly away on its own and start a journey to reflect its life.
Leaving the free bird demoralized, have no self-esteem and feels that it is a loser.Whether the other free bird will be with the new bird is another story. But what is left of the free bird, is only an empty shell, hoping the other free bird will come back to look for it.
3 questions:
1) Why didn't the other free bird want to give the free bird a chance?
2) What do you think the free bird should do now?
3) Whose fault do you think it is?
平成21年10月4日日曜日
My unsupportive dad
I went to discuss things with my dad about going to russia. He ask me don't go. But end up i get to go. Maybe because he said paul never don't go. I told him, paul and I broke up already. He asked why. I told him everything.. but i attributed it to lack of communication, no time to meet etc. He say next time dont bring boyfriend home. Make him throw face.
Make him throw face? Does he even noe why i brought him home? Fuck. Because i treated the relationship damn serious la?
Then he ask me to save the relationship. That relationship is not like that then can end one. As if i wanted to end it.
Fuck I tot I felt better le. Now I feel worst.
Make him throw face? Does he even noe why i brought him home? Fuck. Because i treated the relationship damn serious la?
Then he ask me to save the relationship. That relationship is not like that then can end one. As if i wanted to end it.
Fuck I tot I felt better le. Now I feel worst.
平成21年10月3日土曜日
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