Tagged

Yeah I am flying out of the island soon. So happy. Haha. Soooo I went to play Tagged @ tagged.com

It all started after paul broke up with me. My friend scared i will grow very fat like her friend and her friend was in the exact same situation as me, probably even worst. So she recommended me this thingy. She told me, "Go play tagged. Occupy yourself with something else." And I did!

I felt lonely and I know I have my poly friends to talk with. But I have no time to go out with them. I sleep at odd hours and when I am free to chat, everybody's already dead asleep. If we were to go out, it will be clubbing, but that's really expensive :(. Speaking of which maybe I can play mahjong with them some time after this busy hectic week.

I just want to feel being loved again. I msned with people of different countries during odd hours and I realized that whatever had happened between Paul and Me didn't really demoralized me. I picked up what I thought was gone, my self-confidence (Yeah I know online strangers blablabla but heck I'm flying off soon). He left me alone, all confused. But I am confused no more. I want to start afresh now. Handle things maturely and just be myself. I don't have to dress up for anyone now. I just need to dress up for myself. : )

I meet new people, see things in their perspective. When I fly out of this country, it will be a journey. A journey of self-discovery. :D


TBC..