Caffeine

I need caffeine now. I feel like sleeping but I need caffeine to keep me awake!!!

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My Waiting Logic

I am not a very punctual person and I never get mad for waiting people. To me, if you are late, it's your lost. You lose the time which you can spend with me... or vice versa.

My longest waiting record is 4 hours. I waited outside a shopping center for my 1st ex-boyfriend for 4 hours. He was late for an hour and he told me that he was on his way and should reach in 30 - 40 mins time. I waited for another 1 hour. I called him, he didn't pick up. I texted him, he didn't reply. Then, his phone went flat. For that one hour I tried to contact him. I was afraid that he met some accident. I told myself, he will reach here soon. I waited for another 1 hour. He reached. The first thing I did, was to scold him for making me to wait for 4 hours. His excuse was that he overslept on the bus and then we quarreled. I dunno if it was the truth. But we continue for another 30 mins and I had to head home. Cos it was already 12:30am.

I was quite angry. He was late and he scolded me for scolding him. What an asshole! He didn't even apologize! But he was the reason why I didn't become angry with anyone for being late ever again.

From that point onwards, every time I wait for people, I make sure that there is something to entertain me so that I would not waste my time on waiting people but that person is wasting their time with me by being late. At the same time, because I did something productive, I don't feel angry. In fact, sometime if someone is late and I am reading an interesting article, I would even give excuse to go somewhere else to finish the article before meeting the person.

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Hungary

I wanna go to Hungary again!

I wanna see him!

I wanna see lake balaton!

I wanna experience their exotic bath!

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My lessons learnt from the past relationships

I learnt it the hard way and I learnt it really slow. I am not saying that I am perfect. But these are my point of views.

Guy No. 1

1. Never start lending too much money to the guy who claims that he is your boyfriend... he took 4 years to return after 4 years of chasing back.
2. Never get a guy who is "always right"
3. Never get a guy who has bad tempers and is really good at mentally abusing you
4. Never get a guy who is overly addicted to gaming

Guy No. 2

1. Boyfriend is important, but friends are important too
2. Never find a guy who is extremely possessive
3. Never find a guy who is not interested in your friends or family.... or don't even know where you stay until you broke up with him... the hard way

Guy No. 3

1. Apparently I didn't learn the lesson from guy no. 1. I re-learnt the lesson again. Never get a guy who is addicted to gaming
2. Never get a guy who does not have his own point of view
3. Never get a guy who tells everything to his parents, including.... everything
4. Get a guy who is smarter than me... it doesn't have to be IQ smart... he should be EQ smarter than me... but both would be good.

Guy No. 4

1. Friends are important, but boyfriend should be more important than friends
2. Guys are jerks and fucked up... they use their dick head to think, not their head so when u talk to them make sure u know which head to target
3. Some friends are dangerous
4. Learn how to guard my boyfriend from any external threats

Guy No. 5

1. Never get into a long distance relationship... it doesn't work

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By the 5th guy, I should have learnt a lot right and know how to think rationally right? NO. I don't. Apparently the guy that I sort of like now... seems to match so many of the mistakes that I have made in the past. What's wrong with me!? Shit... I should start to think rationally again!

I will block him now. It is for his own good and my own good too. No one gets hurt this way. :) But I will miss him. I feel really bad because I cannot keep my promise to him. Don't bother to ask me who he is. Just be a good listener and listen. :)))

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Just for laugh

Let me explain what happened before you watch this video. A bunch of us decided to go to Changi Airport terminal 3 to take the longest indoor slide. We didn't have to queue because there was no queue. You have to spend $30 sgd to change one ride... who would do that except the employees there?

So it was my turn... I wanted to take a video of my entire ride. I wasn't ready and I slipped and fell and wanted to continue to video the surrounding but I ended up taking a video of myself. Enjoy:

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Let it be

I slept whole day yesterday and 12 hours today. It must be the effect of the medicine. I have never slept so much in my life. I woke up, I ate some food, I ate the medicine and then I sleep. Today I had to go to school for some project meeting so I took the medicine and head to school.

The medicine was so strong that this is what happened today:

lol. Okay so after sleeping for 1 and a half day, I felt so lost. I don't know which assignment should I start working on. I guess I should start with my final year project. Damn. It's gonna be really tough. :/

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Another Europe tour or not?

I am having my one week break now and I had just marked a milestone in my life. A not very wonderful experience. But all is well.. I hope. I am fine peeps. I feel great now. I m going to sleep and rest 24/7. Hope when school reopens, you guys will see a different me! :)

After my Japan trip... Should I go for another Europe tour or not?? : )

Here is a short (maybe long) story about a guy and a girl which I would like to share. I heard it from a friend and I have repeated this story a few times... I have decided to cut the story short and remove all the really romantic stuffs. Or maybe not.

It was a Wednesday night. A girl went to a club with her friends to celebrate the arrival of a group of expats. As usual, the club would be flooded with ladies on a Wednesday night. It was ladies night. Free drinks for all ladies.

The club was hot and warm and humid. Anybody who was dancing on the dance floor and could stand the heat must have had sauna at home everyday or totally wasted. The girl could not stand the heat so she went to the restroom 3 times to wipe her sweat and escape the heat.

The 3rd time when she returned to look for her friends, she was grabbed by a random guy at her right arms. The random guy was definitely drunk because he introduced her to his friend.. the guy. He said, "Hi, he is Zuni.". The girl wondered why did the random guy introduced him to the other guy and not to himself, but out of courtesy, the girl waved at the guy and said," Hi Zuni!".

The guy who was holding his beer then turned and looked at the girl and replied,"what? I am not Zuni. I am Christof from Germany." The girl then looked at the random drunk guy and then looked back and him and said, "But your friend told me that you are Zuni...."

Christof looked puzzled and replied that the random guy is not his friend and they started to get acquainted. The random drunk guy was so drunk that he just staggered deeper into the crowd. The girl then told Christof that the club is too noisy and asked if he wants to continue to chat outside. They went out, sat by the river and started to chat for the next 2 hours.

Through the chat, the girl found out that Christof was heading to Australia for 2 months the next day at 8pm. They both love chatting with each other. To the girl, she sees him as a friend, nothing more, nothing less. The girl's friends came out and said time to go. But Christof wanted the girl to go to another club with him. The girl wanted to go to the other club because she has never been there so she went ahead with the guy and said goodbye to her friends.

All her friends were giving her the ^^ look. It was awkward for her because when she tried to introduce the guy to her friends, they would avoid him and pushed her to talk to the guy. 2 weeks later, her friends explained that the guy wasn't interested in talking with them at all and he was focusing on the girl all the time. The girl couldn't understand. But let's continue.

So they arrived at the club. It was already 3:30 am. The girl told the guy that it's not worth it for him to go in because he would only be able to go in for 1 hour and he has to pay 25 bucks. Might as well just get some booze and sit outside and chat. And they did.

They chatted awhile and then the guy kissed the girl and said,"why must I meet you only on the last day of my trip here?" The girl didn't know how to react. But she likes chatting with this guy and said,"We will see each other again right? Hey why not tomorrow I will bring you around this place before you fly off?". The guy agreed and they start kissing again.

At a certain point, the guy wanted more. He wanted to sleep with the girl. But the girl didn't want it because it was unfair to her... the guy was gonna leave the country the next day. The guy respected her decision. They spent a night hugging with each other till morning. They went back to their places again and met in that afternoon.

The girl brought the guy around and they exchanged before they parted. The guy planted a really unforgettable kiss on the girl's lips and said," I really like you." The girl replied," I like you too." They hugged and parted.

All along during that short day, the girl was really pessimistic about this weird relationship. To her, nothing is going to happened. She had already experienced it once and she knew that nothing fancy is going to blossom out of the relationship. To the guy... I am not sure because he is not my friend. But the guy definitely meant what he said. Because he facebook messaged the girl once he arrived at Australia and called her once he got an Australian number.

The girl was shocked by his actions because why would a guy make such an expensive call to her? Every text message she replied, her heart aches for the money and her brain aches because he is not her boyfriend, she is not his girlfriend, should she continue to spend the text message on him?

2 weeks later the girl asked her friend and it was what they replied as above. They all think that the guy really liked her.

The calls got lesser. The girl thought to herself that this situation is familiar. One day it is going to die down and it will all be over. She has experienced it. She knew that long distance is not going to work. Not even normal friends. She began to feel pessimistic again. The guy is probably having fun in Australia, maybe even met a few other awesome girls whom he can sleep around with. She recalled that they were chatting only general stuffs on the phone nothing really obvious.

One day the girl was feeling really stressed out over work. The guy hadn't called her for 1 and a half week already. The guy suddenly called and they chatted normally. The guy told her that he was busy travelling around so he couldn't call. But he had wanted to call a week ago but different states in Australia have different something... I don't quite get this part. The girl's stress was all gone. She was really happy that the guy called. It's the thought that counts. She was really touched by the fact that a guy actually called her from that far away and show care and concern on her.

A few days later the girl decided to call him. They chatted and the guy said that he is really happy that she called. After that chat. The girl's mood totally changed. What the guy said, I had no idea. But she smile said to me, " Whatever works. I am not his girlfriend and he is not my boyfriend. But I am going to prioritize him from all the other guys and see how things work along the way."

Thank you for your attention... What I am trying to say is that I feel happy for her because that guy is sincere. How many guys would call and show care and concern to someone who isn't even his girlfriend? He also showed respect to the girl (by not forcing to make her sleep with him) and the guy looks cute too. haha. He is definitely a rare pokemon.

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Busy busy busy

Don't even know where to start. BUT I AM BUSY! REallllyyyyyy busy.

It's week 8 now. And I am suppose to have a 1 week holiday but i am going to use it to catchup with all my work. @_@

After that, I am just gonna spend one day alone at home in my room, lying on the bed, watching shows from my computer without going out of the house at all. That would be so nice!

What I would like to do when I am alone:

1. Slacking in my room: Usually if this is the case, I will switch my phone to silent mode. I will cook my meal, bring it into my room and watch show the whole day. Or just sleep 14 hours.
2. Go shopping alone: Lovin it. I don't really like to go shopping. But it's okay if i go alone. I don't know why.

After being so so so so busy, I look forward to spend some time alone. :D

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