Still Sick

Yesterday I went for my finance exam. I was so scared that I would be late so I couldn't fall asleep. I was super energetic in the morning. I didn't study until sunday night 11pm. Before that I only read through 3 chapters. There were too many distractions in between so I could not study. But I have always been attentive in class and also thanks to SMU's curriculum, I don't have to revise too much.

We have like quiz 1, presentation 1, midterm test, quiz 2, presentation 2 and then exams. All these quizzes, midterms and presentations somehow made me revised quite a lot already. I was so scared that I would fail my quizzes and midterms so I studied really hard. Kept practicing my finance problem sets. Hope I can get good grades for my finance paper.

I went to school in the morning and it didn't occur to me that I would be late for exams because I left 1 hour earlier. But damn... I couldn't squeeze into any of the trains. They were all so packed! I only managed to squeeze into the 4th train and was late for 2 mins. But it didn't affect me. I didn't sleep and that's what affected me.

I had problems focusing on long questions. But most of them are like useless and insignificant to the question. Don't know why prof put them in. Introduction of the company (200 words) then followed by some financial indicators and then a ten word question. lol. So I skipped through the introduction. Hope I didn't skip anything that is very important.

Anyway, got up this morning with a very bad headache. No fever but I could feel my eyes were puffy. So I went to see the doctor. Doctor told me that it's just common flu and gave me some medicine. 2 of them may cause drowsiness so I decided not to eat that 2 medicine cos I was supposed to go to school.

I had lunch and then ate all of the medicine given to me. I felt drowsy immediately and then I texted paul to wake me up after 2 hours later in case I am late. I fell asleep and he called like 7 times but I continued to sleep cause I didn't hear anything.

I finally woke up. I couldn't feel my arms and my head. It was soooo numb. I called him and I couldn't feel my face... I felt fat. cos I couldn't feel my face. Anyway the meeting's cancelled and postpone it to tomorrow. Now I am still drowsy. Maybe I should just go back and sleep.

TBC...

Tattoo

Anyway I went to tattoo my back. It's a sunflower. I have always wanted to go for a tattoo and I finally did it. Why sunflower? Because it's my favorite flower! It also means to stay cheerful, happy and always look on the bright side.

Before that I wanted to do a barcode tattoo like this:

LOL. Just kidding... can u imagine me going to the tattoo artist and say this: "Hmm... I can't decide which side should I tattoo my barcode on... my left butt cheek or right butt cheek?". I wanted to put it here:

LOL. Just kidding again. Seriously if I put it there, when I am pregnant, my tattoo will go out of shape lol. I wanted to put it on my back right shoulder area. Thought it looks cool, like some virtual girl. But then it has not much meaning to it other than looking cool. Maybe If I go to the supermarket I can jam up their systems with my barcode? LOL.

Anyway it was pretty pain... It felt like someone kept scratching my back really hard. There was some bleeding and I didn't dare to lie on my back to sleep. It's been almost a week now... That area is healing now and it itches alot.

I have a FAQ area... seriously it's like I told 5 people and all 5 people asked me the same questions... so I will answer some of them here:

1. How much does it cost? Okay it cost 150$
2. Where you did it? Bras Basah Complex. Friend's ex bf intro-ed
3. Does your parents know? No they don't. You don't seek permission from your parents to dye your hair do you? They will see it when they will see it. Besides I rarely see them.
4. Why sunflower? Stated above.
5. Why center of your back? Because I don't want to show it to the whole world.

I hope I have answered all the questions.

TBC...

SICK =.=

I am sick now... 3 more days and it's finance exam. gosh I haven't start doing any revisions yet. All because of FYP!!! !$@%$ Can't wait to finish it. Grrr..

Anyway I feel like pulling out my throat now. It feels like someone is choking my throat with a knife. And at the rate I am sneezing, I am not surprise if my lungs just explodes and blood spills everywhere. I remembered when I was moscow, the same thing happened to me and Emmi told me to drink vodka with honey. It worked really well. Too bad I can't do it here because vodka is so freaking expensive here.

So... I just stuff myself with vitamin C and loads of water now. I hope it will work. I really dun wanna be sick before exams. @_@ Plus it's my final exams!!!

Now I have to rush my FYP slides. Damn :/ It's weekends and I am not at clarke quay with cloud to chillax! :(((

TBC...

Oh NO! I have changed!

I can't believe it... I had a talk with my friend and I realized that my thinking has changed quite a bit after staying in Moscow. Before Moscow, I wanted to give birth to as many children as possible and I think that giving birth is a very important thing in my life... It's like a final year project except it's final LIFE project. I was so determined that I want to have at least 3 kids!

After Moscow... I talked with a friend and I realized that I don't really care about it anymore. I just wanna have 2 kids at most and if either of us is infertile or something, so be it. But if my partner wants to have more kids and stuff like that, as long as we make the decision together, I am okay with it. Even if we don't have any, I am also fine with it. I just want my partner to be happy.

I was soooo certain about the final Life project thingy before moscow and now I am not so sure about it. It's really weird to see myself as a different person now. :/

Speaking of kids... my niece is soooo cute! She will be 2 years old on Jan. She looked at me and said,"hug hug!!". So I hugged her and carried her around the apartment, go disturb my dad, then go back to the kitchen. Then she said,"I wanna go there (pointing at my room).". No way... I will not let her into my room. So I ignored her and brought her into the kitchen and then she said,"brush teeth" and pointed at her toothbrush. Oh my god you should look at her when she said that. I almost melted onto the ground. I passed her the toothbrush and she start to brush her teeth and then smiled at me! Awwwwwwwwwwwww >.<~~~~~

Here is a photo of her and my cat... Btw they are good friends. :) My cat doesn't bite her at all. But sometimes she will pull the cat's tail. xD

TBC

Stayed in school

As you all know, it's my final year already... I stayed in school yesterday. It's probably the last time I will ever stay in school. What a memorable experience. :) It was really fun and time past by so quickly.

Now what's with people born in 1989? Ever since I went to Moscow, I keep meeting people who are born in 1989. Before Moscow (B.M.), I hardly know anyone who is born in even 1988! It's like 1/5 of the people I know now are born in 1989! Weird people started messaging me on Facebook and they are all born in 1989. Weird.

Anyway... recently I have 3 new pets... it was supposed to be 2. My current pet now is this cat name "pipi". Please forgive my messy room... :

Look at her sexy back~ She's got leopard prints and tiger stripes on her :)

So one day I went prawning with Joce and cloud. Usually we will use earthworms as bait. But that day we had 2 earthworms left before we had to leave. For some reason, I was the one who kept pestering them, asking them what should we do with the 2 earthworms. 5 earthworms cost 2 dollars. So they just told me to keep it for the next prawning session.

I brought them home and put them in a tiny container inside a slightly bigger container half-filled with water. The prawning guys who sold us the earthworms told us to do that... and they would most probably stay alive for at most... the next 4 - 5 days.

What happened was that I kept them in the container for 3 weeks already and they are still alive. I look at them everyday and today something shocking happened... I saw one of the earthworms SWIMMING IN THE WATER and looked a little expanded due to the water retention. I was so shocked, I hurried and put them into one of my father's plant pot. There were supposed to be 2 earthworms... but guess what? THERE WERE 3!!!! omg! I can't believe it. But now they are in my father's pot happily ever after. :)

One of them dig into the soil already. The bigger one is the one that swam in the water

The new one... it is soooo tiny!

I wonder how do they give birth?

TBC

Angry with thai express

THAI EXPRESS U CAN GO EAT SHIT.

TBC...

Cos I am too bo liao

And when you are bored... this is what you do:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUzds0LOF7w

TBC...

Overseas Job

My search for overseas job began since last week. (I know I am slow).

Got rejected by BNP Paribas and Infineon Technologies. D:

I am not surprise because currently the Europeans are still losing jobs and me, an asian, is looking for a job there.

I wanna work overseas for 2 - 3 years and then come back here to work. I am starting to look for local jobs which will most likely to post me overseas too. I give myself till February. If I can't find my dream job, I will just work in Singapore.

I know people are questioning my decision. The market in Singapore is so good, why move out blablabla. Yeah I know it is good but life is short. I want to experience the outside world as much as I can before I settle down here for good. I am not saying that the grass on the other side would definitely be greener but it's the experience that matters to me now.

No I am not moving out to look for a boyfriend or whatever. I just want to enjoy my life before I come back to face this competitive society. It's also good for me to look around the world and maybe come up with some business ideas. I don't want to work for people for the rest of my life.

TBC..