Oh NO! I have changed!

I can't believe it... I had a talk with my friend and I realized that my thinking has changed quite a bit after staying in Moscow. Before Moscow, I wanted to give birth to as many children as possible and I think that giving birth is a very important thing in my life... It's like a final year project except it's final LIFE project. I was so determined that I want to have at least 3 kids!

After Moscow... I talked with a friend and I realized that I don't really care about it anymore. I just wanna have 2 kids at most and if either of us is infertile or something, so be it. But if my partner wants to have more kids and stuff like that, as long as we make the decision together, I am okay with it. Even if we don't have any, I am also fine with it. I just want my partner to be happy.

I was soooo certain about the final Life project thingy before moscow and now I am not so sure about it. It's really weird to see myself as a different person now. :/

Speaking of kids... my niece is soooo cute! She will be 2 years old on Jan. She looked at me and said,"hug hug!!". So I hugged her and carried her around the apartment, go disturb my dad, then go back to the kitchen. Then she said,"I wanna go there (pointing at my room).". No way... I will not let her into my room. So I ignored her and brought her into the kitchen and then she said,"brush teeth" and pointed at her toothbrush. Oh my god you should look at her when she said that. I almost melted onto the ground. I passed her the toothbrush and she start to brush her teeth and then smiled at me! Awwwwwwwwwwwww >.<~~~~~

Here is a photo of her and my cat... Btw they are good friends. :) My cat doesn't bite her at all. But sometimes she will pull the cat's tail. xD

TBC