Another party

Blyad is leaving tomorrow. So we had a party at papa's place. Free drinks for girls so... we drank alot and i came back this morning at 8am. @_@ crazy tiring night.



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Hahhaha

I wouldn't say that we were bored. But this is really fun.

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I like photoshop! lol





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Wanna lay low

I wanna lay low.
No one will be able to see me.
No one will notice that I am here. yay!



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I am too cool for a hot person like u

Hihi~ I am back from greece~!!!! It was such a busy month! Rushing here and there and now, rushing for my project.

Guess what I did in Santorini greece? Here it is:



Santorini is SUPER DUPER beautiful! I will go there again :)) I WILL!



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Let me explain

Previous post is a result from drinking too much.

Anyway yesterday morning Emmi came back. Yay! So we drank at night. Woo! 2 of us finished like 2/3 bottle of vodka, half a bottle of cocktail and we went to papa's place to drink MORE.

I can't really remembered what happened... But I was back in the dormitory. I am sooooo embarrassed to go out now. I hope we weren't too noisy last night. BUT my neighbors they themselves are sometimes super noisy too! I wonder what rubbish did I spat out last night. I only remembered being tipsy, going to papa's place with emmi, seeing Katharina and Lucie and Melanie. I can't remember how we got home. But I remembered martin, adrien and pinja in our room. They were laughing at me. And I can't remember why.

I feel terrible now. I swear to myself now that I will never ever drink so fucking much ever.

Anyway I am going to greece from 15th of may to 20th of may. Hope everything will be fine there. :))


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Keep Bleeding Love

Time to move on.
Some things should be left unsaid.
But I said it.
And it's over now, as expected.

I am not an animal.. I am a human too.
I can't do it like they do it on the discovery channel.
I have feelings too... I am sorry.

You said that this page is over.
But the page didn't even begin.
I don't even have to flip the page.
Now I will have to start writing this page.

Thank you for whatever had happened.
It was sweet.
It was sour.
And now it is bitter.

Please don't ask me what happened, I will not say. I am that secretive okay.

"Bleeding Love" - Leona Lewis

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Mentally Exhausted

Yay! My parents are here! I AM SOOOO HAPPY! XXOO. BUT I am mentally tired.

Going out with my parents (More like my dad) can be exhausting. Why? I don't mean to disrespect but this is how I honestly feel and please just let me complain. if you are someone who thinks that we should not complain about parents then please skip this post and go to www.google.com and type "russian car wash" and click the link from urban dictionary. Okay anyway here is the reason why:

1. My dad walks infront, my mom walks at the back. THEY DON'T WALK TOGETHER AND IT'S DIFFICULT TO LOOK AROUND FOR THEM.
2. My dad nags all the time about life
3. My mom will argue with my dad about life
4. Sometimes I have to join in the argument because my dad sometimes refer his arguments to me and THAT IS EXHAUSTING.
   
5. Whatever I advise, my dad will ignore and go according to his plan and then make it very tiring because things would have been easier if it went according to my plan. But he insisted with his plan. I have to argue with him to make him understand my point AND THAT IS EXHAUSTING.
6. My dad comes here to eat rice and bee hoon and all kinds of chinese food. but there is none here and he keeps complaining when the asian food that he eats is not up to his basic asian food standard. THAT IS EXHAUSTING.
7. I told my dad not to call my name "HUI" here because it's lan jiao in russian. He shouted my name once in the crowded red square, 2 times in the crowded metro and 1 time in the quiet museum today. =.=
8. AFTER 22 YEARS LIVING WITH HIM, HE STILL ASK ME TO DRINK COFFEE!
9. My dad thinks that the whole world is out to cheat on him and he nags about it too
10. We eat every 2 hours.... eating too much CAN BE EXHAUSTING. and when I say i am full, my mom will stuff food to me and i will pass it to my dad and my dad will pass it to me and i will pass it to my mom and after 1 minute of argument on how much we ate earlier on, I will eat that piece of food because IT'S EXHAUSTING TO PUSH FOOD AROUND.
    

But when all these stuffs make me really mentally tired, whatever they say or ask me i will just keep my mouth shut and they can just talk to my hair. That's what happened today. Imagine, 3 chinese in a Russian supermarket, arguing over whether to buy mushrooms today or tomorrow and we shouldn't buy so much meat and vegetables because we will be eating out, not cooking in the hotel room or my dorm all the time. Argument lasted 10 minutes and it reached my limit.

I went back to their hotel room looking fucking exhausted. I told them I had to go back to my dormitory to do my report. I WAS ON MY WITS END already. Then my dad cook mee goreng for me. (Yes they brought 20 packs of mee goreng here). Then I felt better because the mee goreng was fucking tasty. Come to think of it, it's not hard to make me calm down. Just give me some nice food and/or let me sleep and I'm back to normal again.

They wanted me to stay with them, there's no way I can do that for every night. There's more things I can complain. But they brought me up so I should stfu and be grateful that they came all the way here. Plus they are going to cook a good meal for me tomorrow. :D~~~

I am just fking tired so I should sleep soon. But I have to do philosophy. ARGH.


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What girls mean and how guys interpret

This is really funny.

Yesterday after the movie, i came back to the dorm and walk by the kitchen and saw E and D. So I told E and D that I watched this awesome war film but I can't remember the title. so I dig for my bag for my tickets but I couldn't find it. Then I say I will find it later and let them know what show it is cos i really feel like peeing.

Then I Cook in the kitchen. A, B, C, D, E and F were in the kitchen. I have never seen F before in the dormitory. Then I relate to the story about how I met Anouche. Anouche stayed in the dorm and only after I stayed here for one month, then i realize her existence. So my first reaction to F was, look at him and thought that he could also be one of the guys who stayed here for a long time? Then he was went out of the kitchen and went somewhere. He talked to E who has stayed here for 2 years. So it made me think that F might have stayed here for a long time too or he could be his guest.

After I finished eating, I wanted to look for alexandra for a chat, but she's not in her room. So I went to the french guy's room and when I was about to walk to the room, F walk by and I asked him, "Do you stay here?" and he replied," No, I am just a guest". Then after I replied "Oh ok, see you". We went separate ways.

The french guys were not in the room, so i head back to my room. THen I found my ticket so I went to E's room and saw F is with E. So I continued to promote the show and went back to my room to do my reports.

Then E came to my room after a few hours. E said to me that F thinks that I am an open minded person who wants to have sex with him. LOL. F thinks that I am hitting on him because I asked him where he stays. LOL. Then I went to E's room and promote about the movie. F couldn't understand why I went to E's room to promote the show. So E explained that cos earlier I wanted to tell E about the show but I couldn't remember the show title. but F just continue to think of other explainations like how I want to hit on him and have sex with him. LOL. LOLLOL!!!!

But it made me think that if I often give out the vibes that I am open minded to guys Or is it just F is a different guy? LOL.


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Утомлённые солнцем 2

It's a long day for me ytd and today.

Ytd after school, I had one nerd meeting and then i went to the train station with vadim to buy my class 2 express train tickets from spb to moscow. I decided to just spend the money cos i can earn it back when i start to work... PLUS I think i deserve it before the geek semester starts on august. Geek semester == Final year project semester.

But the thing is i have already bought the normal tickets back. so i need to refund it but the queue was too long and its unfair for vadim to accompany me to wait for the long queue so we head back. After that I had 2 nerd meetings, one for philosophy and the other for international marketing. Damn... may is really a busy month. I have to present for philosophy next week, on the 6th of May submit international marketing on the 11th of May and submit doing business in russia report on the 15th of May and present it on the 24th of May. At the same time my parents will be here on 1st of May to 7th of May, I will be gone on the 7th of May to 11 of May and 15th May to 20th May (to greece).

And for all you guys who are reading these and thinks that I played too much here, YOU ARE RIGHT! lol. But actually not that much too because I actually finished 2/3 of my work so that I can play. yay! And I have always been serious about studying, just that when you know it's gunna be a pass or fail thing, u will slack like hell and there's no such thing as integrity here. U can just copy and paste, skip lessons which doesn't benefit your future and beg to write a report instead. AND u will pass! Easy isn't it.

But but but, I have one worry and that is my final year project. OMg omgomg. I have to start doing something already. If not my team mates will think that I am a free rider. lol.

SOOOOO finally about my blog title, today i went to watch movie with marina. And we watched this... it's a really good day. everything went smoothly. First we had sushi management #03, then we went to paveletskii vokzal to refund my train tickets and then went to the box office to buy ballet and circus tickets for my parents and i... and then we just say that it's raining and we felt like watching a movie and we just DO ITTTTTTT.

It's actually a war film prepared for the 2010 film festival and russian national day on the 9th of may. It's really a good film. I watched it and I cried and making me cry while watching a movie is not difficult BUTTTTT i cried 2 times plus there were no subtitles and i understood only 30% of the show so it's really a good show. I like the way the switch times and it keeps making me wonder what happens. Some of the plots I could think what will happened but some i couldn't. So if this show ever comes to SG, my dear readers, please watch it! Btw, I think they have a part one which is not so closely linked to the 2nd part. But I will go dow*loa* it and watch it.



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