U didn't express your feelings, HOW I KNOW WHAT U ARE THINKING?

Long title huh? Yeah. I just don't understand why some people expect me to know what or how they are feeling without telling me anything. Am I a psychic? I am not. In fact I am the opposite of psychic. I will not assume that you are sad unless u mentioned that you are sad. I will not know that I am rude unless you tell me that I am rude. Don't expect me to catch your small actions because I only catch some, depending on my mood.

I am also quite passive when it comes to talking with guys. Guys must talk to me first. If not usually I will not initiate it unless it's about work or juicy gossips or games or i am the organizer of certain events or they are my really good friends.

Also, I never say, doesn't mean that I don't want you to know. You didn't ask, how I know if you are interested to know. I dun like to bore people with things they are not interested with. I hate to see their, "I am not really interested but I will still entertain you by listening to you." face. So I assume everything about me is not interesting unless u ask and unless i think that it will be interesting to u. Occasionally, depending on my mood, if I feel really bottled up, I will initiate to talk to you about the issue. I am not a very expressive person. I will try to change that. But it's hard. because it depends on my mood. Okay I am a moody person. But don't worry. Usually u won't see me in bad mood. Because I will be alone if I am in bad mood.

So don't say that I didn't treat u as a friend. U didn't ask me, u didn't tell me your feelings. How I would I know that you want to know?

Don't criticize on the way I am and expect me to change. I will not change and I don't like to talk to people who are too opinionated. It works this way... you criticize me, I will think about it and then criticize you (ya.. u criticize me, my first reaction would be to criticize u back) and then think about it again and then if I think what you say is not reasonable to me, I will not change (which happens most of the time). I am open to criticism but too much is irritating. Example:

Me: I don't like him because he's attitude suck.

Un: You shouldn't hate him because of that he is also blablabla.

Me: Okay... but that's how I feel what.

Un: Okay la i can understand how you feel too. But blablabla.

Imagine... just imagine. If every 2 sentence I say, you reply with a "I think you shouldn't..." and every topic I talk to you, you have something to voice out about your opinions which oppose to me, I'd rather we not talk. If u are so strong with your opinions, then we have nothing to talk about because you can't accept my opinions and the way I am at all!!! Okay. SO DON'T TALK TO ME IF YOU WANNA CRITICIZE EVERY BIT OF ME. It fucking irritates me.

Okay I will reformat my dirty laptop now. It hasn't been reformatted for 2 and a half years. It's really clogged up now.

TBC...