Hush Hush

Officially, tuesday is beer night and thursday is ladies night. So last night was thursday night... ladies night. I went with slovakian girls and we drank really fast to get tipsy fast. Well it worked pretty well. Free drinks + drink fast. Woo! Hmmm this is bad because I have sort of promised myself not to get drunk. But it is difficult because I can't dance without drinking. And if you don't dance, What is the point of not going to clubs when you are in moscow? So... I did it anyway. No more drinking too much when I am back in Singapore.

I sort of can't remember what had happened in the club... memories are a little bit blurry. But fast forward what happened in the club, we went back to the dormitory and had a pajamas party. When you are drunk, you do stupid things and you laugh at yourself. But people who are not drunk, will either laugh at your stupidness, or get annoyed by your stupidness. I think someone was annoyed by us. But that person is an asshole so I don't care lol.

I will roll back the date to last thursday... The best papa's place night ever. Well... I was suppose to not drink last thurs... suppose to observe the human zoo. Seeing how some people with boyfriends and girlfriends grinding each other and are pretty good friends, seeing girls who wear more revealing clothes than others but with flatter boobs pulling up some girl's top just because she has bigger boobs. Seeing people dancing like it was some kind of orgy party. It was truly a human zoo.

I mean come on... if you have to choose, which one is better (please note that, that doesn't mean that I am in any of the situation)? A) You have a girlfriend/boyfriend, you went to grind with your good friend who also have a girlfriend/boyfriend. And you're wearing a super revealing top which is low lol. or B) You are single, a stranger grinds with you and you're wearing decently. I think you guys would know that I will choose B. I will tell you why I will never grind with my good guy friend. BECAUSE IT IS INCEST.

If you are my good guy friend, it means that I treat you like my family. If I grind with you or let you eat my tofu, wouldn't that make me INCEST? *UGHHHHH the thought of it makes me puke. PLus if I have a boyfriend and I do that, wouldn't my boyfriend hate my good guy friend?

But anyway, instead of just observing the human zoo, I went to join in too. Damn. I was suppose to just have a drink but somehow I drank like a few *Ahem* and then one of the girls pulled me to dance with her. Then some russian guy just pulled me and dance with me. I shy lah. But damn, he had the deepest, sexiest voice I have ever heard. Before him was this convenience shop guy, he had the deepest and sexiest voice. After meeting this guy, he is now 2nd. lol.

But it was so funny. I think the third sentence I told him was,"I AM NOT A PROSTITUTE". LOL. Don't ask me why I say that. I think he said that I am beautiful and he was really holding me in an awkward way. Then after that he say he is inspector. I say, "DON'T CATCH ME. I AM JUST A STUDENT". *Note that you have to shout in the club. So these are all caps.* Then he said that he repeat his sentence again. He was saying that he used to be an inspector but now he is a law teacher. lol. Scare me. I thought he was an inspector/undercover trying to test if I am a prostitute because I am an asian or what.

And then we chatted more, he said that he used to learn tae kwon do and is learning muay thai now and then I told him i used to learn judo, kendo and tae kwon do. Then on the dance floor.... HE TRIED TO USE JUDO MOVES ON ME LOL. WTF. IT Was HILARIOUS. I was like," wtf?@?? what are you doing?" he said,"I know this judo move." lol i laughed like crazy.

Anyway recently emmi keeps playing this song... It's not a new song. But I love it!
Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strenght
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything that you can do.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me , listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
Because

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby


TBC...