My University - CAT Module team

Haha... so long never update le.

This blog remains unknown. :) nobody from my university knows the existence of this blog. So I am gona blog it out.

Yesterday was a very emo day for me. So was today...

Since Monday, I haven't slept... was rushing my report... My IS101 team mates were practically down, because they have other projects to do. Can't blame them... So I rushed it. Seriously I alone have another 4 reports and 2 ppt to do. But IS101 report was what I alone have to present. So I did it alone, sent it to them and ask them to vet it. Everything seems so last minute, but I have started it since the one week break. It's just that in between, I have to hand in so many reports. I had been sleeping for 3 hours almost everyday.

My family was away from SG. So I had to clean pipi's stuff, feed her, go office help out dad's left over work etc. And I was driving to school practically everyday. Parking cost alot... really alot. But I still drove to school cos i dun have the time to take bus and go to my dad's office and then go back to school and stay till 1 am then go home. It was really a very hectic week for me. Luckily I spared some time to meet up with some of my poly friends, went out with them. I can't pre-date them cos even I, have no idea of my schedule. So not the entire clique went. So I went to chill for a while then head back home rush my report.

On Tuesday, I had to rush my ppts. I had 2 ppt ytd. Super hectic. I havent slept for 2 days. I was rushing like a mad cow. practicing my IS101 ppt. And tot that I can practice my cat ppt during the break. What ever shit that I eat, I vomitted out. I felt so uncomfortable, almost cried it out. But i hold it back. ... Big Girls dun cry ;) Then after that my CAT group stayed back till 2am to finish up some parts. Then Paul (One of my group member) drove "my" car, we went to eat prata at his house area till 3 plus am. Very funny we gossipped a while then go home. **Paul's a sign-on officer. So any question for you army guys, feel free to ask him. ** Ok. Then I head home, vomit again. I felt super uneasy, but I didn't sleep cause if I do, I will most probably wake up late in the morning.

On Wed... I meet my is101 group at 8am. None turn up till 8.45. Ok, so we did some last minute changes. ppt time~ i sucked up in the is101 ppt. Morale super low already. Even though I could answer all the questions the floor asked, but I couldn't present it well. I was super nervous. After that ppt, it was a 3 hours break, i went to had lunch. Again, I vomitted out. I was like a zombie, very stiff, give up hope with my next ppt, the CAT ppt. But still practiced a little bit. And presented it well. Probably because its presented in a group. My CAT group very cute lah. Everybody so cute one. especially me ahahhahahahahha.. And then we took some photos. ^^

After that I went to my grandma's house... I broke her promise 2wice. So I must visit her. By the time I reached home was already 12mn. Super tired. Then went to msn, chat a while and slept. Then Dan ask me to help him collect some books at yishun. I was ok with it, I live in khatib wad.. Then he called again say no need... can he wake up his idea? Ok so I went to sleep, and I tot I would wake up 7 am in the morning. But ended up 11am, didn't morning call him. I feel super helpless. I was supposed to wake up early do some research.

Then I tot maybe I could use my 2 complimentary tickets. I asked Dan first. cos he seems to be the most impossible guy to meet. Then I smsed everyone. All except ed replied. Then dan also like ai mai ai mai. By the time some of them replied, I was so sianned already. So emo le. Thought can ask u all out to chill. All so busy. Then no car to travel to hougang there loh. So sad le. Travel alone confirm will think more. So suan le. I feel so stupid. Can only ask u all out so last minutely. So helpless. My complexion all chui le. Everything so chui. I hate myself. Think I'm gonna do my stuffs and maybe go out with someone else later. ;)

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